Blissful Memory (^_^)

Awan Nano, Hafiz dan Johan.

2012-02-13T21:11:00.001+08:00

Johan memang versatile. Aku tabik la dengan talent die tu. Hari ni, a little bit knowledge about “awan nano”. Aku pun pelik juga Hafis ley terfikir nak buat lagu tajuk Awan Nano. Dalam banyak-banyak, awan juga jadi pilihan. Aku pun tabik dengan talent Hafis, vocal die memang best. (thumps up to both Johan and Hafis)

Tau tak ape awan nano? Tak tau? Biar aku bagi tau. Mengikut ape yang aku baca la, nano tu maksud nya kecil or halus. Sekecil nano atau zarah nano. So, awan tu wujud dari sekecil zarah nano yang halus. Die berkumpul dan jadi la besar. So, Awan nano yang menjadi asas titisan hujan. Awan nano ni boley melindungi kite dari panas sinaran mentari. Macam tu la juga lirik lagu Hafis yang bagi aku sangat meaningful.

Macam maksud lagu Hafis yang aku faham la, die kata, die suruh kita hargai yang ada di depan mata. Nanti dah takde kite menyesal sudah. Same goes like AWAN NANO ni. Bile die ade untuk protect kite, kite tak perasan pon kewujudan die. Kite tengok die same macam awan-awan lain. Tapi bile die pergi, and kita kene panas mentari baru kite sedar yang awan nano tu wujud and die la yang meredupkan bumi.

Tapi bagi Johan raja lawak, awan nano ni maksud nya “awan kat mana-mana”. Agak kelakar di situ. Suka-suka je die bagi maksud, tapi seriously, cara die nyanyi awan nano tu dah jadi trend kat budak-budak sekarang. Siap ajar orang nyanyi lagi tu.

Pendek kata, Hafiz and Johan are both talented. Diorang update ape yang sesuai dengan taste zaman sekarang. Bak kate orang, nak cari penyanyi and pelawak yang betul-betul ade bakat bukan senang.

Begitula awan nano, nano…nano…nano…nano…. Hahaha..

Life is just like Cupcake

2012-02-13T09:49:00.001+08:00

Have you heard it? Life is just like cupcake. My stomach is calling for it, the delicious cupcake of Wadies Delights. It is a statement that people rarely heard or never heard of it. It just comes out to my mind when I carefully study the Wadies Delights’s album.

Cupcake is sweet, beautiful or can be adorable sometimes. So do life, we are born to be beautiful. Beautiful inside and outside, it just a matter of how we value it. But for me, Allah makes us beautiful and perfect. Our life is beautiful and full with sweet memory to be remembered.

When you eat cupcake, you can feel the sweetness, or if you feel that the taste is not good enough you can just remake it. Just add the sweetness, add the make colours, and make it in any form or design you want. Isn’t it the same for life?

If we can remake cupcake, then life also can be remake or simply said rebuild. We can change our life by adding the colours of love and peace on it. Make it as beautiful and sweet as cupcake. Make life beautiful by adding the flavour of gratefulness to Allah. Life can be beautiful and colourful by experiencing every problem in such patient. Make our past as sweet as we can just like cupcake.

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p/s: live your life (^_^)

2012-first post.

2012-02-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

Salam and Hi guys, Happy New year, actually it suppose to be Happy belated New year. My first week of class for the final semester is begin already. Takut sebenarnya bila dapat tahu yang aku dah final sem. Time is too short, lepas ni kena practical and kerja.

Alhamdulillah, aku still diberi peluang sehingga ke final sem ni. Banyak yang aku belajar sepanjang aku di University ni. I have to deal with people with different behavior, deal with different subjects that tough and macho. And so on.

New year with new semester together with new aim to reach my dream. I'm still grateful for all the things happened as it shows me the real me. Sekarang aku kena maintain focus sampai final exam walaupun the time is too short.

Bla..bla..bla.......

>>> Watsup 2012 <<<

Gambate!

2012-01-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

Japanese kanji of Success Passing.

Friends, after all the hard work. Let's us pray that we will successfully pass the exam and move on with bright smile on face. Gambate!

I'm Coming home~

2011-12-23T09:48:00.000+08:00

Mummy, wait for me. I'll be there soon.

Rasa macam setahun pulak tak balik.

Baru je last week kat Tapah, then balik lagi.

Ni totally homesick.

hahaha.

Final. Final, Final...

Don't ever forget to study!

(self-reminder)

@_@

Credit to Pn. Ct Shahida and cik Umi Afiqah- untung la!

2011-12-22T10:51:00.000+08:00

Salam. Last Saturday which lies on 16 December 2011, is my bestie’s big day. Wah, seronok bila tengok kawan sendiri dah kahwin, especially kawan-kawan rapat kita.

Agak-agak aku bila pulak? (study pun tak habis lagi, ade hati)

To kawan wa, or Best Bestie Forever: Puan Siti Nor Shahida anak Shalihim, Selamat pengantin baru. Sigh, gonna miss the old time, gonna miss the time kita merayap ke TI and so on. Gonna miss the school day with you. Lepas ni susah ler wa nak merayap, dah takda driver setia. And gonna miss your laugh, smile, crying face and angry face and lebih-lebih lagi “mata petai”. Haha

Sekarang dah jadi isteri orang dah tak boleh nakal-nakal, nak keluar kena mintak izin ok. Nanti dah duduk Sabah jangan lupa contact wa. (tiba-tiba lak rasa nak nangis)

Bak kata bestie wa lagi sorang ni; cik Umi Afiqah bt Azmi yang bakal disunting oleh puteranya tak lama lagi. Dia kata “dulu bertiga sekarang berdua”. Banyak la berdua, Umi after SPM terus lari dari Tapah, tinggal wa ngan CT, then sekarang CT lak ke Sabah. Wa nak pergi mana eik?? (Cari laki orang Jepun ke Korea?) sigh..

Apa boleh buat, masing-masing menyingkap dewasa. Masing-masing berhijrah ke arah yang lebih baik. Life should go on, betul tak?.

By the way, bestie-bestie wa;

Pn. Shahida: Semoga berbahagia sehingga hari akhirat. Jaga diri selalu, jadi isteri yg solehah taw and jangan lupa contact wa.

Cik Umi Afiqah; Dah kahwin jangan lupa jemput. Jaga diri and makan banyak-banyak. Ape-ape contact wa k.

Cukup la wa tak nak wish panjang-panjang. Kang banjir lak bilik ni. I’m going to move on and will never ever forget you both: Ct and Umi.

*saranghae and take care always. (^_^)

Use your head la!

2011-12-20T23:00:00.001+08:00

Bila hati dah mempengaruhi minda mestila hidup kucar-kacir. Everything seem upside down. Hidup jadi tak terurus, hati tak tenang, kepala and badan keep on sakit-sakit.

You deserve that!

Sape suruh ikutkan hati sangat!

"sometimes the heart should follow the mind, because it's the one that provides balance and logic. It provides a reality checks to our unpredictable and sometimes out of control emotions."

But frankly speaking, some of us love to follow our hearts, sigh..Can I just follow my heart?

Lately ni, aku perasan benda simple pun boleh jadi big issue. Tapi yang paling geram, sakit bile kena fikir pasal orang lain. Tambah lagi bila orang tu sangat la "selfish and lembap", tak faham-faham dengan salah sendiri. We not a kids anymore, throw all your kiddie mindset and go for a mature one.

Whatever it is, to me and all my HR's friends, BEST OF LUCK FOR TOMORROW PRESENTATION. and also BEST OF LUCK FOR FINAL TO ALL UNITENIANS.

Exam fever is coming, due to that I became slightly blur and confuse on things that I need to do. Sigh, "kepala bercelaru".

I needs to used my head now, only used it for the good things only. LOL~

p/s: Sorry for all the wrong doing, terkasar bahasa, terguris perasaan or anything else. Have a happy final year and happy study year for whose still study. May Allah s.w.t bless all of us :)

Love Him? huh..

2011-12-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

Guess what?

I'm not in love actually. It just the feeling to wrote about it. Haha

Aku pun nak juga jadi jiwang, boring if everyday just the same. Love, love, love.

Honestly, I'm not ready for it yet and single is better for the time being, plus its not the time to be in love. (so jangan salah faham)

- what a statement? (people don't care la)

LOL~

Compensation – Class trip: Credit to Madam Christine Cheah

2011-11-29T06:26:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, my compensation class had made a trip to Sushi King, Kuantan. It is my first trip together with the entire classmate. You might be thinking, why Sushi King? What is relationship between Sushi King and compensation? And what actually we learn? And why it is in our final year?

I’ve been wondered to! As far as I concern, I enjoyed the time together with the classmate. We not learning about compensation, but we learn how to make Sushi, which is one of my favourite food. I enjoyed the time there and the trip is useful I think even though we are not learning about HR.

Some might arguing that it is a waste of time. It depends on the individual itself. Frankly speaking, my opinion to the trip is that: the trip was totally awesome. It’s due to the reason below. (I think)

Firstly, I love to eat sushi. So, I know a little bit about sushi making. Wah best2!
Secondly, it builds up the relationship of my classmate. Which I get to know them more before graduated. Also builds up relationship with my lecturer.
Thirdly, I get to know how to make sushi. Plus, it one of my favourite food and I love Japanese food so much. It’s an extra knowledge which not easy for us to get. This is learning process, not necessarily we are HR students so we have to get on a trip about HR. Life is learning process so take the knowledge and enjoyed it.
Fourth, it helps me reducing my burden or stress. Hehe~
Lastly, It’s a worth trip cause the cost involve is cheap and I was in a free time.

The reasons above might be enough for me and for the time being. Hope next time to have some more trips together. I’m looking forward for it.

Together with Madam and the trainer.

Some of the ingredients for sushi.

The sushi we make.

Some of the Japanese words that we learn.

Last and foremost; peace!

Life Lesson: Perfect!

2011-11-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

People always wanted to be perfect. They wants everything comes as the way they aspect it to be. But, you know life rule, everything is not perfect.

You want him, but you get “him”.
You want to score A’s in the exam, but it turns out to be “other”.
You want your friends to understand you, but they want you to understand them.

Life is all about making things perfect and lives it as the way you are. You will find the perfection if you are doing things wholehearted.

Of course, in a way for perfection you will find the real satisfaction and you will get close to Him (The Creator). He will always test us over and over until we totally understand what life means is.

So let’s make things perfect without hoping the result to be perfect. Be honest and thankful that will be the best way for perfection.

*Live your life =)

Life Lesson - Listen to a motivational song

2011-11-21T13:03:00.006+08:00

Go to your playlist and rewind each minute you have.

Fix every mistake we had done and goes on on your life.

So here it is: Fix you by Coldplay =)

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Life Lesson II

2011-11-21T01:48:00.002+08:00

Ni lah padah nye kalau over eating, perut dari tadi tak sedap jer.

Bile dah dapat keluar Muadzam Shah, habis sume bende nak makan. tolak batu n besi jer.

So kasihani la perut kita.

Dari ke Fruity Tutty then ke McD, then ke Aiskrim then ke roti canai and more.

sorry mr.Tummy, this week I balance kan balik cara makan I ok.

huh~

Life Lesson for Today: Do not over eat, coz It will slowly disturbed your everyday plan. (mane x nyer asik nak g toilet jer). Makan ikut keperluan not nafsu!

Life Lesson I

2011-11-20T23:54:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah dah selamat sampai Muadzam Shah a.k.a Madagascar.

Weekend at KL was truly fun walaupun balik KL kene buat kerja.

But, who cares, we have to enjoy each minute we have even though it is for work.

Now, kene pulun habis untuk LR. At least turun KL interview dah settle.

TQ to Dr. Amini Amir bin Abdullah and sir Ferdinand for spending your precious time for the short meeting. (walaupun awak berdua tak bace blog ni).

Life lesson for today: Work, work and work. @_@

Rahsia Bulan Kelahiran - Post from Dr. Fadhilah Kamsah

2011-10-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Jom check rahsia bulan masing-masing. Just a research, so don't put a hope on it ok. Nanti jadi lain cerita lak kalo percaya. hehe~

JANUARI

bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik, sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik, rajin dan setiap yg dibuat nampak keuntungan, suka smart, kemas dan teratur bersifat sensitif , berfikiran mendalam, pandai mengambil hati org lain, pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang, agak pemalu, daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi, mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri, badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema, bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai mempamirkannya, cukup sayang pd kanak-kanak, suka duduk rumah, setia pada segala-galanya, perlu belajar kemahiran sosial, cukup cemburu yg sangat tinggi.

FEBRUARI

berfikiran abstrak, sukakan benda yang reality dan abstrak inteligent, bijak dan genius, berpesonality yg mudah berubah, mudah menawan org lain, agak pendiam. Pemalu dan rendah diri, jujur dan setia pd segalanya, keras hati untuk mencapai matlamat, tidak suka dikongkong, mudah memberontak apabila dikongkong, suka kegiatan yg lasak, emosinya mudah terluka dan sgt sensitif, mudah mempamirkan marahnya, tidak suka benda yg remeh-temeh, suka berkawan tapi kurang mempamerkannya, sangat berani dan suka memberontak, bercita-cita tinggi dan suke berangan-angan dan ada harapan utk merealisasikan impiannya, pemerhatian yg tajam, suka hiburan dan sukan, suka benda yg bersifat seni, sangat romantik pada dalaman tetapi tidak pada luaran, berkecenderungan pd benda yg tahyul, amat mudah dan boleh menjadi terlalu boros, belajar untuk mempamirkan emosi.

MAC

berpesonaliti yg menarik dan menawan, mudah didampingi, sgt pemalu dan pemendam rasa, sgt baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati, sgt sensitif pd perkataan yg dituturkan dan alam persekitaran, suka pada kedamaian, sgt peka kepada orang lain, sesuai dgn kerjaya yg memberi khidmat kepada org lain, tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah, tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi, pemerhatian dan penilaian yg sangat tajam, kecenderungan utk berdendam jika tidak dikawal, suka berangan-angan, suka melancong, sgt manja dan suka diberi perhatian yg sangat tinggi, kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan, suka dgn hiasan rumahtangga, punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik, kecenderungan kepada benda yang istimewa dan baik, jgn terlalu moody.

APRIL

sgt aktif dan dinamik, cepat bertindak buat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal, sgt menarik dan pandai manjakan diri, punya daya mental yg sangat kuat, suka diberi perhatian, sgt diplomatik (pandai memujuk ), berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah org, sgt berani dan tiada perasaan takut, suka adventure, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah, emosi cepat terusik, try control the emotion, kecenderungan bersifat dendam, agresif, kelam kabut utk membuat keputusan, kuat daya ingatan, gerak hati yg sangat kuat, pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan org lain, berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada, sgt cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.

MEI

kekerasan hati & degil, kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi, pemikiran yg tajam, mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal, pandai menarik hati org lain & menarik perhatian, perasaan yg amat mendalam, cantik dr segi mental & fizikal, tidak perlu dimotivasikan, tetap pendirian tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh org lain, mudah dipujuk, bersikap sistematik (otak kiri)suka berangan, kuat daya firasat, memahami apa yg terlintas di hati org lain tanpa diberitahu, bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit, daya khayalan yg tinggi, permikiran yg tajam, pandai berdebat, fizikal yg baik, kelemahan sistem pernafasan, suka sastera,seni & muzik serta melancong, tidak berapa suka duduk dirumah, tidak boleh duduk diam, tidak punya ramai anak, rajin dan bersemangat tinggi, agak boros.

JUN

berfikiran jauh & berwawasan, mudah ditawan krn sikap baik, berperangai yg lemah lembut, mudah berubah sikap, perangaiidea @moodidea yg terlalu banyak dikepala, bersikap sensitif, otaknya aktif (sentiasa berfikir), sukar melakukan sesuatu dgn segera, bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh, bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yg terbaik, cepat marah &cepat sejuk, suka bercakap & berdebat, suka buat lawak & bergurau, otaknya cerdas berangan-angan, mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan, org yg sangat tertib, pandai mempamerkan sikap mudah kecil hati, mudah kena selsema, suka berkemas, cepat rasa bosan, sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet, kurang mempamerkan perasaan, lambat nak sembuh apabila terluka hati, suka kepada barang yang berjenama, mudah menjadi eksekutif, kedegilan yg tidak terkawal, sesiapa yg memuji saya adalah musuh saya tetapi siapa menegur saya adalahkawan saya.

JULAI

Sangat seronok didamping, Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki, Agak pendiam kecuali diransang, Ada harga dan maruah diri, Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan, Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus, Sangat menjaga hati orang lain, Sangat peramah, Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya, Berjiwa sentimental, jarang berdendam mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan, tidak suka benda remeh-temeh, membimbing cara fizikal dan mental sgt peka, caring dan mengasihi serta penyayang, layanan yg serupa dgn semua orang, tinggi daya simpati, pemerhatian yg tajam, suka menilai org lain dgn pemerhatian mudah dan rajin belajar, suka muhasabah diri, suka megenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama, suka mendiamkan diri, suka duduk dirumah, suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan, tak agresif kecuali terpaksa lemah dari segi kesihatan perut, mudah gemuk kawal tak kawal diet, minta disayangi, mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih, terlalu mengambil berat, rajin dalam membuat kerja.

OGOS

suka berlawak, mudah tertawan kepadanya, sopan santun dan caring terhadap org lain, berani dan tidak tahu takut. orgnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan, pandai pujuk org lain terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego, nilai harga diri yg sangat tinggi, dahagakan pujian, semangat juang yg luar biasa. cepat marah & mudah mengamuk, mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan. sangat cemburu, daya pemerhatian yg tajam & teliti, cepat berfikir, fikiran yg berdikari, suka memimpin & dipimpin. sifat suka berangan, berbakat dlm seni lukis,hiburan & silat. sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk. cepat apabila ditimpa penyakit, belajar utk relax, sikap kelam kabut, romantik ,pengasih,penyayang suka mencari kawan.

SEPTEMBER

sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansur, sangat cermat,teliti & teratur, suka menegur kesilapan org lain & mengkritik pendiam tapi panda bercakap, sikap sangat cool sangat baik & mudah simpati sangat perihatin & terperinci,amanah,setia & jujurkerja yg dilakukan, sangat sempurna, sangat sensitif yg tidak diketahui, org yg banyak berfikir daya pentaakulan yg baik, otak bijak & mudah belajar, suka mencari maklumat kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik, pandai mendorong diri sendiri, mudah memahami org lain(daya firasat yg tinggi) krn banyak simpan rahsia, suka sukan,hiburan & melancong, kurang menunjukan perasaannya, terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan, terlalu memilih pasangan, sukakan benda yg luas, bersistematik.

OKTOBER

suka sembang suka org yg sayang padanya, suka ambil jln tengah, sangat menawan & sopan santun, kecantikan luar & dalam, tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura, mudah rasa simpati,baik pentingkan kawan, sentiasa berkawan, hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama, cepat marah, macam pentingkan diri sendiri, tidak menolong org kecuali diminta, suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri, tidak suka terima pandangan org lain, emosi yg mudah terusik, suka berangan & pandai bercakap, emosi yg kelam kabut, daya firasat yg sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan)suka melancong,bidang sastera & senipengasih ,penyayang & lemah lembut romantik dlm percintaan, mudah terusik hati & cemburu, ambil berat tentang org lain, suka kegiatan luar, org yg adil, boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran, mudah patah semangat.

NOVEMBER

banyak idea dalam perkara, sukar utk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya, berfikiran kehadapan, berfikiran unik dan bijak, penuh dgn idea-idea baru yg luar biasa, pemikiran yg tajam, daya firasat yg sgt halus dan tinggi, bagus utk jadi doktor, cermat dan teliti, personality dinamik, sifat yg berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia, banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra, berani, pemurah, setia dan byk kesabaran, terlalu degil dan keras hati, apabila hendak. Diusahakan sehingga berjaya, taksuka marah kecuali digugat, mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain, pandai muhasabah diri, cara berfikir lain dari org lain, otak yg sangat tajam, pandai mendorong diri sendiri, tidak hargai pujian, kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yg sgt tinggi, dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya, badan yg tough, kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam, romantik, tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang, suka duduk dirumah, sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi, amanah, jujur setia dan pandai berahsia, tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi, bercita-cita tinggi, perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah.

DISEMBER

Sangat setia dan pemurah, Bersifat patriotik, Sangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulan, Sikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesa, Bercita-cita tinggi, Suka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dlm organisasi, Seronok didampingi, Suka bercampur dgn org Suka dipuji, diberi perhatian dan suka dibelai, Sangat jujur amanah dan bertolak ansur, Tidak pandai berpura-pura, Cepat marah, Perangai yg berubah-ubah, Tidak ego walaupun harga diri yang sangat tinggi, Benci pada kongkongan, Suka berlawak, Pandai buat lawak dan berfikiran dgn logik.

Girls Day Out (^_^)

2011-10-31T00:29:00.003+08:00

A week breaks during “Deepavali”. It’s quite funny “orang lain raye, kitorang yang join”. This is what we call 1 Malaysia. We got a week holiday which we used it to go for a trips to Kuala Lumpur. It’s not a trip actually, we rather call it “stress-out day”. Since our trip to Langkawi which supposedly on February 2012 cancel, we planned it to Kuala Lumpur. Bak kata orang, pergi yang mana senang dulu, t ade rezeki baru naik flight. Hehe~

We (Balqis, Anira and me) reached KL around 6pm on Monday. Then stayed at Balqis’s house that fully sponsored by her parents.
On Tuesday; we went to Aquaria KLCC and MidValley Megamall.
Wednesday; we rest at home while finished up our assignment then took Hanis at BTS Bus Station.
Thursday; went for interview for our ODC assignment.
Friday; went to Zoo Negara.
Saturday; shopping or touring around Carrefour. And at 4pm took our bus to Muadzam Shah.

Below are some pictures we took together. (*_*)

Aquaria memory. One of it.

Our pictures in front of the elephant. It name is Siti. That what the zoo guard told us.

The over-excited gurls.

During Zoo Theater. Ayu kan?? =)

The Traveler team.

InsaAllah, ade rezeki or whenever we work later, we will have a trip together again. That time travelling outside of Malaysia. But First kumpul duit banyak-banyak dulu. ($_$) - Live Your Life

Tucson Touch~

2011-10-20T12:33:00.003+08:00

Bile orang tanye ape kereta idaman korang mesti ade macam-macam jawabnye.

Tapi aku as usual loyal to this car.

I will try to get it tapi after four years working ler baru ley dapat.

Lain la kalo kerja-kerja terus jadi bos.hehe~

serious kereta ni best..

cun lak tu..

for sure bile aku pandang Porche, Merc or BMW, Mini Cooper or Volkwogen,

aku dah jadi tak heran..

Aku taknak curang kat Tucson ak..

hehe~

Sorry termasuk Tucson kecik ni lak..

ni bukan Tucson tapi ni basikal model from Jepun..

cantikkan??

Maybe after two or three years aku baru mampu beli kot..

banyak cash involve ni, kang bankrup den..

(@_@)

Model: Katakura Porta-Cycle

Speciality: Folding bike. So its very convenient as you can carry it to where ever you want..

Price: tak pasti but maybe around RM5OO ++

A day off : Lanjut Beach

2011-10-18T07:22:00.004+08:00

Salam, Firstly kredit to Intan and Watip coz sudi bawa kitorang keluar dari Muadzam Shah ni. Lega sangat rasanya bile dapat hang-out dengan member kat luar dari Muadzam, kebetulan minggu sudah ramai yang balik. Btw Watip "arigato khozaimasita"..

Fikir punya fikir kitorang decide nak pergi pantai. Kononnya nak hilangkan segala tekanan di jiwa, Alhamdulillah laut memang menenangkan, memang tak dinafikan la. Kitorang gerak ke Lanjut dalam pukul 4 petang. Seriously, pantai tu cantik sangat. First time pergi coz before this asyik pergi pantai Hiburan. Kat Lanjut tak ramai orang so we are free to do whatever we want. hehe~

So ak upload gambar-gambar kanak-kanak ribena kat bawah ni. Ak je yang dah matang coz ak baru masuk 21 tahun. Watip, Intan thanx again for the makan malam tu. Sedap bangat~..hehe, saranghae u guys~..

Sorry la kalo korang tengok gambar Watip tak ade. Time tu Watip tak beberapa sihat so kalo ade gambar dia pun, gambar yang sangat cantik tuk ditayang. Kalo gua upload, memang gua kene kejar dengan penyapu ler jawabnya..hehe

Terpakse guna phone mahal, tu yang lembab sikit nak snap pic..

Ni la muka budak tense..Poy kan?

especially yang kat tengah and tengah tunduk tu.

Tenang la sanggat~...

Jejak kasih..Cantik kan sunlight kat belakang tu..

Diorang bertiga tu wat gambar tu jadi pelik lak..

hakhak~...

Yang ni memang cool, cun habis..

tambah lagi backgroung kat belakang tu..

Ak nampak fresh jer..

hehe~

Anak sape la ni???

Tak pernah kuar rumah la tu!!

KL with Anira Anis and Balqis Athirah

2011-10-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

Ber-interview sambil berjalan-jalan. Last semester punya event, while go for interview we went to Time Square.

2011-10-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

We know who we are.

We decide who we want to be.

We should always remember where we come from

and why we are here.

Remember who I am!

Best motivation video ever.

Aku dah ladies?

2011-10-03T11:49:00.002+08:00

ayu tak I??

“Eh, Nampak lain la Poja sampai tak kenal chek tengok.”persoalan yang kawan-kawan aku cakap. Hehe, style baru maklumla dah nak masuk ke alam perkejaan. We need to change. Balqis kawan I tu pun dah transform jadi ladies. Ayu dengan tudung dia and “style” la Bal Yunalis. Wa bangga dengan lu, terbaik~. Haha, aku bila lagi nak transform. Simple je, aku jadi ayu bila ada mood, tapi kat kampus ni nanti2 la jadi ayu. Aku ni jenis tak tahan panas, takut kalo pakai shawl berbagai ni ak rimas, then cabut. Hilang dah ayu!!..

Nak tengok aku pakai tunggu je la. I love to give surprise to others. Aku jadi ayu ikut event juga. Macam time raya, kahwin, jalan-jalan. Time tu baru aku merewang, betol tak Balqis? Wa suka pakai smart casual kalo kat kampus, tapi takda la smart mane pun. Selekeh casual ada la. Ada aku kisah??..haha

But frankly speaking, I am a ladies now. I and Balqis totally aware that we not a kid anymore. Sekarang kitorang slowly belajar memasak, belajar jadi fashionista but in sederhana punya version and slowly remove our man-like behaviour. Aku tak nak habis kan beribu-ribu untuk jadi ladies coz setengah orang tu, nak handbag pun nak yang brand “Guess, Gucci and banyak lagi la”. Bagi aku cukup la yang memadai dan selesa.

Wah, dah nak dewasa. Birthday pun dah nak dekat. Jangan lupa hadiah ok??..kalo korang tak mampu nak bagi jam Guess tok hari jadi ni, bagi jam Esprit pun yang kat bawah ni pun boleh je. Dah dari semester lepas aku usha jam ni kat kedai, tapi tak mampu lagi nak beli. Hehe~

wa nak yang colour orange or merah

Let's Move Forward.

2011-09-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

Let’s move forward. That what people always do. As human being we are not a robot who can keep everything in heart and act like the world is never end. I know, some people love to hide their feeling from others but the fact is people nearest she or he know that deep down in her or his heart is sad. When we need to share it, we must share it unless it really something that is personal. To move forward we need a supporter, like family, friends and boyfriend or girlfriend. It depends with whom we want to rely on.

For me, in university time, I learn a lot of things and I really appreciate it. As we grow our mind also grow. It continuously process of learning where knowledge is everywhere. I’m not only learning how to be an expertise in human resource, but I learn everything that is important to life. I appreciate my friends more, I appreciate time, money and the most important thing is I appreciate myself. It thank to Allah especially who always open up our heart to learn.

Here in university, I also observe people behaviour and take it for my learning process. What are goods we kept, what is bad we throw away? The same case when we are looking for a real friend. Real friend who always come to us no matter what we are. Our parent not always is there for us as we are far from them. My parent once told me “bile kat tempat orang, cari kawan yang baik, jaga diri dan belajar jangan leka”. I told them “mak, ayah janganlah risau. Percaya la kat orang sebab orang tak suka dipersoalkan”. I told them more that “kalau mak tak percaya kat orang, orang yang susah”. For me what I need is for them to trust me and thank to Allah they always trust me and accept me the way I am. The only thing I want to do is to be independent and to be trusted by my family and friends.

I appreciate them for always trust me. It is true that when we trust people, people will trust to us. The same goes when we are doing our job or assignment. We should let our friend finish their job and don’t interfere their task if it not good. What we need to do is to tell them their mistake and let them learn it. We not always right and we not always know our mistake. So open up your heart and let others tell their opinion.

“Learning process is to be open and express all out so that we will have a happy future”. Peace!!

Perkara yang kita tak pernah sedar.!

2011-08-22T20:55:00.003+08:00

Tanda-tanda sakit yang berhubung kait dengan kesihatan badan:

1. Mata (bertindak balas dengan kesihatan hati)

Mata menjadi merah - Hati mengandungi paras toksin yang tinggi.(ia menunjukkan badan kita sedang berada dalam proses pembuangan toksin)
Mata menjadi kabur - Menandakan proses penyimbangan hati sedang berlaku. (berlaku pada waktu pagi setelah bangun dari tidur)
Keluar tahi mata - Fungsi hati lemah, pembuangan toksin sedang berlaku. Ini juga menunjukkan badan mengandungi asid berlebihan.
Keluar air mata - Gangguan emosi yang bersangkut dengan hati atau bebanan kerja
Ketegangan mata dan kelopak - Tekanan perasaan kerana tidak puas hati atau bebanan yang berat.

2. Hidung (Mempunyai hubungan rapat dengan paru-paru dan kerongkong)

Selesema - Proses pembuangan toksin di bahagian kerongkong. Badan mengandungi asid berlebihan (biasanya suhu badan meningkat).
Hidung tersumbat - Paru-paru mengandungi toksin yang berlebihan.
Bersin

Proses membuang toksin di bahagian kerongkong.
Proses menyeimbangkan masalah alahan hidung.

3. Batuk

Batuk keluar kahak - Proses membuang toksin di bahagian kerongkong.
Batuk tanpa kahak - Paru-paru mengandungi toksin yang berlebihan.
Batuk dan berasa gatal di kerongkong - Proses membuang toksin di bahagian kerongkong dan paru-paru, biasanya berlaku pada orang yang banyak merokok atau terdedah kepada udara yang tercemar

4. Kerongkong

Kerongkong kering - Proses membuang toksin sedang berlaku di seluruh badan. Ini adalah tanda bahawa badan kita memerlukan banyak air untuk membuang toksin.
Sakit kerongkong - Seperti di atas. Paras keracunan lebih serius.

5. Bibir (berkaitan dengan sistem penghadaman)

Bibir pucat

Sistem penghadaman yang lemah.
Perut mengandungi angin.
Kurang darah yang disebabkan oleh sistem penghadaman yang kurang sempurna dan mengakibatkan kekurangan zat besi.

Bibir kering dan pecah - Perut mengandungi banyak bahan toksin.

6. Mulut dan Lidah (berkaitan denagn fungsi jantung dan sistem pengedaran darah)

Lidah atau gusi bengkak, sakit - Menunjukkan jantung mempunyai masalah, seperti lemak yang berlebihan, injap menjadi lemah, saluran koronari tersumbat dan lain-lain lagi.
Lidah, tisu mulut atau gusi menjadi pecah-pecah (ulser) - Menandakan darah mengandungi asid berlebihan.
Mulut berbau busuk - Proses penyeimbangan fungsi perut untuk pembuangan toksin.

7. Telinga (berkaitan dengan buah pinggang)

Telinga terasa tersumbat - Buah pinggang mengandungi toksin berlebihan.
Telinga berdengung - Sedang merawat buah pinggang yang lemah.Biasanya tapak kaki terasa sakit ketika bangun pagi dan sakit itu hilang setelah berjalan-jalan.

8. Kulit Berpeluh

Peluh masin - Badan mengandungi lebihan asid urik.
Peluh berbau - Badan menyingkirkan toksin melalui perpeluhan.

9. Ruam dan Bisul - Badan menyingkirkan toksin yang berlemak dan toksin yang tidak larut dalam air.

10. Kulit Gatal dengan Ruam - Proses menyingkirkan toksin melalui kulit akibat terlalu banyak memakan ubat yang mengandungi bahan kimia.

11. Kulit Pecah dan Berair - Proses pembuangan toksin yang larut dalam air.Sapukan serbuk Ganoderma pada kulit berkenaan.

12. Rambut Gugur - Menandakan fungsi buah pinggang yang lemah. Selepas proses gugur, rambut akan tumbuh semula dengan lebih sihat dan subur.

13. Sendi-sendi, Tangan dan Kaki

Sakit sakit Sendi

Rasa panas - Menunjukkan terdapat luka di bahagian sendi berkenaan dan tanda- tanda penyakit pirai (gout).
Tidak rasa panas - Tanda-tanda sakit lenguh (rheumatism) .
Sakit di bahagian bahu - Menandakan saluran darah telah menjadi keras dan fungsi metabolisme tidak seimbang.

Kebas Tangan - Pengaliran darah di bahagian atas badan tidak lancar.
Kebas Tangan Kiri dan Lengan - Tanda-tanda lemah atau sakit jantung. Jika rasa kebas menjadi sakit di bahagian lengan dan kekal di sana, ini menandakan serangan sakit jantung mungkin berlaku.
Kebas Kaki - Pengaliran darah di bahagian bawah badan tidak lancar.
Sakit Tapak Kaki - Menandakan buah pinggang lemah. Biasanya disebabkan oleh kekurangan senaman dan duduk terlalu lama.
Sakit Tumit Kaki - Menunjukkan kelemahan fungsi alat kelamin.
Rasa Panas di Tapak Kaki - Penyeimbangan fungsi buah pinggang akibat lemah tenaga batin.
Gatal di Celah-celah Kaki - Menunjukkan tanda awal penyakit kaki busuk (Hong Kong Foot).

14. Tanda-tanda Dalaman

Kepala - Secara amnya, segala tindak balas yang berlaku di bahagian kepala mempunyai kaitan dengan sistem pengaliran darah, jantung dan saraf otak.
Pening / Sakit di Bahagian Depan Kepala - Menandakan sakit tekanan jiwa (neurosis) akibat bebanan mental dan banyak berfikir.
Pening / Sakit di Bahagian Belakang Kepala.

Bahagian atas - Menunjukkan penyakit tekanan darah tinggi.
Bahagian bawah (tengkuk) - Menunjukkan penyakit tekanan darah tinggi atau tekanan darah.

Sakit Kepala dan Rasa Gas Keluar dari Telinga - Menandakan penyakit migrain.
Bisul Terjadi di Kepala - Tanda pembuangan toksin sedang berlaku. Kadang-kadang dikaitkan dengan penyakit migrain.
Rasa Pening yang Memusing - Tanda kurang darah atau pengaliran darah tidak lancar.

15. Mulut/Kerongkong/Lidah

Loya / Muntah - Tanda penyakit lelah. Pembuangan bahan toksik dari bahagian perut.
Muntah Darah

Darah merah - Pembuangan tisu yang sudah rosak di bahagian kerongkong dan
Darah hitam - Pembuangan tisu yang sudah rosak di bahagian perut; misalnya penyakit ulser.

16. Lidah Rasa Tegang dan Pendek - Tanda sakit jantung.

17. Keluar Air Liur yang Pekat - Proses pembuangan toksin dari kerongkong akibat jangkitan kuman

18. Kencing

Kerap Kencing - Menunjukkan buah pinggang mengandungi kotoran yang
Air Kencing yang Berkapur - Menunjukkan penyakit batu karang dalam buah pinggang.
Air Kencing yang Berminyak - Menunjukkan buah pinggang mengandungi kotoran berlemak.
Air Kencing Pekat yang Berwarna Coklat - Menandakan proses pembuangan toksin sedang berlaku.
Air Kencing Berdarah - Penyakit batu karang atau buah pinggang luka.

19. Buang Air Besar

Cirit Birit / Kerap Buang Air Besar - Membersihkan kotoran/keracunan dari usus besar.
Sembelit - Membersihkan toksin dari usus kecil.
Najis Berdarah

Darah merah - Masalah penyakit buasir atau barah di bahagian usus.
Darah hitam - Masalah penyakit ulser perut.

Najis Berwarna Hitam - Menunjukkan proses pembuangan toksin di bahagian usus sedang berlaku.

20. Badan

Rasa Sakit - Secara amnya, segala kesakitan badan adalah disebabkan saluran darah.
Sakit menyucuk - Proses menyeimbangkan urat saraf.
Sakit sengal - Menandakan luka di dalam badan.
Sakit menyentap - Proses menyeimbangkan urat saraf yang berkaitan dengan organ-organ badan.
Sakit menegang - Proses melancarkan pengaliran darah.
Badan Terasa Berat / Malas / Lenguh - Badan mengandungi asid yang berlebihan. Proses penyeimbangan sedang berlaku.
Badan Terasa Panas - Badan mengandungi asid yang berlebihan. Ini menandakan badan memerlukan banyak air untuk menjalankan proses pembuangan toksin.
Badan Terasa Ringan - Menandakan badan segar dan proses awet muda sedang berlaku.

21. Rasa takut mengejut - Lemah fungsi buah pinggang. Tenaga batin lemah.

22. Cepat naik marah/darah - Fungsi hati lemah. Tekanan darah tinggi.

23. Rasa bimbang dan takut - Sistem paru-paru yang lemah.

24. Rasa seronok atau bimbang tanpa sebab

Sistem jantung yang lemah.
Sistem saraf otak yang lemah.
Masalah pengaliran darah.

25. Suka berfikir dan berkhayal - Sistem penghadaman yang lemah.

positive is good and i really want to always have it~

2011-08-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

Just read the story below, then you will understand why we have to choose to be positive.

Jerry a Restaurant Manager...

"Jerry is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant.

The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.

I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gun point by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. “The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "...the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man.'

Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything."

I knew I needed to take action." " What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'"

Hospital Gila or Bunuh Diri??

2011-08-12T17:13:00.001+08:00

Have you guys ever thought of killing yourself or hoping you became crazy? Well, the answer is up to you. We can decide to be whatever we want to be. But, killing yourself or choose to be a crazy person are not a suitable choice. Its sounds like we are giving up of hope.

Actually aku terfikir nak tulis ni coz baru je beberapa jam yang lalu aku receive a phone message said that “aku nak berhenti balajar”. Ikutkan hati aku malas nak reply and just ignore her call. Tapi tu la niat hati tak pernah sama dengan otak aku ni. So terdetik dalam hati aku nak call dia lagipun last week dia bagitahu aku yang dia masuk wad selama 10 hari and semalam baru keluar.

On the phone:

I ask her: “salam awak, apa khabar?, dah keluar wad ke?”

Her answer: “sihat, baru semalam keluar wad. (suara dia agakla lemah)

Then I ask her “sakit ape? dah tau ke?”

She said; “tahla tak tau la sakit ape? Agaknya saya ni dah nak mati kot. Doctor kata tak de pape tapi saye rasa badan ni sakit2.”

It’s kinda annoyed actually bile die sendiri tak dapat nak pastikan sakit ape. Bile aku tanye which part die sakit, die kata kaki die kejang-kejang and urat-urat dia macam nak putus. Well as a person, aku memang totally malas nak layan dah. I think sakit kaki kejang is normal and if the doctor kata takde pape means its ok.

But, aku cakap kat die “if tak tahan sakit pergi la jumpa doctor pakar tok recognise sakit ape?”.And she said; “dah pergi, dah penat dah jumpa doctor last2 kata takde pape. Dah la mak abah saya kata saya kene buatan orang. Saya dah tak tahan dah, rasa nak bunuh diri je tak pon nak jadi gila lagi best.”

Well, when I heard that, I just can only smile and said this is stupid. Dulu die pernah meseg the same things. Katanya, nak bunuh diri. Die menangis kat phone like someone who is totally give up with life. Dia kata dia dah tak tahan orang asyik cakap dia pelik and gila.

Ok, aku kenal dia dari first year and dulu dia selalu datang rumah aku tok minta nasihat. She is a person yang terlalu low self-esteem and as a human being aku tolong dia tok naikkan semangat dia. But, on second year aku dah jadi buzy and takda masa nak jumpa dia hari-hari. Tapi surprisingly, aku perasan perubahan dia tok bercakap dengan orang dah ada. Dia sedikit-sedikit ubah diri dia and I’m proud of her actually. Tapi tu la, it’s only last for a short time.

Aku slowly became irritated with her and slowly jauhkan diri dari dia. For me, if aku dah tolong and dia tak nak tolong diri dia, buat ape aku terhegeh-hegeh tolong dia. Aku geram sebab she keeps on giving excuse and blaming others.

Tadi time phone call tu aku cakap kat dia, if awak pilih nak bunuh diri or jadi gila, itu adala pilihan awak and satu je, aku cakap kat die,”awak buat pilihan yang bodoh”.

Bagi aku instead of give up, lebih baik kita buktikan kat orang ape yang kita rasa. Aku cakap kat die “nak buat ape-ape jangan lupa Allah. Allah benci orang yang mengalah” and dia kata “poja cakap senang jela”. Aku cakap kat, “cakap memang senang, tapi kalo poja fikir masalah-masalah yang kita ada 10 tahun pon takkan selesai masalah tu. Better for us to act than cry and blaming your parents for our own mistake”.

She only said “tahla, saye dah malas nak pikir”. Last-last aku cakap kat dia, “poja dah cakap ape yang poja rasa awak patut buat. Pilihan kat tangan awak and sorry saya tak boleh nak cakap ape-ape lag”i. Seriously aku geram dengan dia. Tak boleh ke die tenangkan diri and bersabar and berdoa pada Allah atas segalanya. She supposed to sabar and berusaha untuk keluar dari masalah bukan nye asik kate “tak boleh, saya dah penat.”

Bagi aku tak kira macam mana masalah tu and tak kira la orang faham ke tak, life should goes on and we should live our life. Yes, different people different perception and thought but I still believe that we can change our thought if we think we can. But if we keep saying “I can’t” means you need to know why you can’t sebab Allah dah kata yang setiap ujian die bagi tu ada sebab nye dan kita harus berusaha dan sentiasa sabar.

Aku harap yang dia akan sedar and tak buat keputusan yang salah. Whatever are it, Salam Ramadan and renung-renungkan lah.

yei, Harry Potter lagi...

2011-08-11T13:57:00.005+08:00

Aku sekarang buzy sabgat-sangat. Buzy dengan website and cerita-cerita wizards. Well, clearly its all about Harry Potter. so, I'm gonna share some of the videos yang mostly touching. Nak Harry Potter 8 pulak boley?Video-video kat bawah ni aku ambik dari website HP..

Video last day of recording Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows(part 2)

This video is mostly the flashback of Harry Potter's movies.

This is about Severus Snape. The bravest and loyal man.

The sad thing is,there is someone out there who loves you as much as Severus Snape loved Lily Evans;

but just like Lily, you will go for the James instead.

Holy month/Fasting month.

2011-08-09T12:19:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadan. This is the last year my fasting at Muadzam Shah. Next year is my final semester and May Allah will; we will all graduate at 2012. The time is so fast, next week is my semester final exam and not many have been covered. Seriously, Ramadan supposed to teach me about patience but lately I’ve been so miserable and stress. Something goes wrong and I keep want to be alone. It is better than I hurting people with my words.

Whatever it is, I need to focus for my final exam. I just want to let go everything and throw them away. From one things, to one thing and I know it is not easy to over it. Looking for time to be at home with mak but, I don’t have the time. But, it is the best for me if I can go home now. I wish my mum is here at Muadzam Shah.

ok, that all coretan Ramadan. All the best everyone for your final examination and happy hari raya.

Meaningful song and lyrics by Sami Yusof.

2011-08-04T06:59:00.002+08:00

Some might say this world today shows

God’s left us to our mistakes oh

He has never been So far away

Some might say

How could any father stand

See his children across many lands

Suffer so and give no helping hand

No helping hand

Somewhere tonight

Far away and out of sight

There’s a child that’s too weak to cry..Hmmm

Deep in those eyes

Can’t you see him in disguise

Reaching out to the heart that’s in you

And I

In every tear

He’s the hand that wipes that brow

That is where He is there

He’s the tear that trickles down

Upon the face that cries without a sound

We need you now

What a simple choice to make

Between what you give and what you take

When what you give

Such precious life could save,

life could save

Somewhere inside

There’s a part of you that asks why

Would he leave so many so far behind

And deep in those eyes

Can’t you see Him in disguise

Reaching out to the heart that’s in you

And I…

::Sami Yusof - He Is There::

2011-08-01T13:49:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadan sahabat-sahabat ku.

Alhamdullilah, kita diberi kesempatan untuk melalui puasa pertama pada tahun ni dan berharap dapat menyempurnakan puasa sehingga akhir Ramadan. Bak kata orang, puasa la hari ini sebab esok kita belum pasti samada kita ada di dunia atau tidak. So in simple words, “jangan tinggal puasa”.

Bila dah masuk Ramadan, first thing comes out from our mind, especially the kids is Raya Puasa. Seronok dapat pakai baju baru, pegang duit baru and jumpa sahabat baru. Budak-budak, for sure they don’t care about other except their happiness. Rindu kan zaman budak-budak dulu?

Sekarang aku dah nak masuk 21 tahun dah pun, and dah final year already. Quite menakutkan actually bila dapat tahu yang aku nak habis belajar. Takut nak menghadapi dunia luar. But, life is all about trying and fighting to our dream and of course sambil mengejar kejayaan dunia, kejayaan Akhirat jangan lupa pulak. Dunia ni adalah sempadan untuk kita beribadah pada Allah S.W.T.

Semoga kita dapat sama-sama menjalani hidup dengan sentiasa beribadah pada Allah S.W.T. Bulan puasa ni bulan yang amat mulia dan bulan ni juga la kita dapat menyucikan diri kita dari segala dosa. Aku harap puasa tahun ini tidak disia-siakan. Tambah lagi ujian yang akan aku lalui pada puasa kali ini iaitu “final exam”. Huh, bile teringat final rasa macam nak gila jadinya. Bila fikir balik, inilah dugaan bulan puasa dan we have to keep moving. Yes, Fighting!.

So kawan-kawan, setiap ujian yang kita lalui adalah untuk mengajar kita erti kehidupan dan bersabarlah dalam menghadapinya. May Allah S.W.T bless all of us always.

Akhir kata, Selamat berpuasa kawan-kawan and keep smiling.

2011-08-01T02:19:00.002+08:00

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

Getting along without you, baby
I'm better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby

And I'm done hoping we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

Tasik Uniten Muadzam

2011-07-27T10:42:00.005+08:00

The pictures were taken in Universiti Tenaga Nasional. The first nature pictures that taken by my D3100.

Harry Potter.. It All Ends Here =)

2011-07-20T14:40:00.007+08:00

The strongest team ever..

Last week, time pergi hang out dengan my friends kat KL, we went to watch Harry Potter 7..We watched the movie twice and with a full of satisfaction. Harry Potter, it never let me down. Congratulate for all the actors and actress yang berjaya membawa watak mereka hingga episode yang terakhir ni. From first episode of Harry Potter until the last one, It always be the best.

Tapi sedih because after this there is no more Harry Potter. No more wizard as Deathly Hollow is their last episode.

You guys better watch it. seriously it's a good movie and it's a good ending. For those who finished reading the novel, I bet you guys know the ending. But, it is better if you watch it as you can understand more about the story line. Hope there is more Harry Potter such as "Harry Potter comeback".. I wish they will do it.

The bravest man in Harry Potter history.

Severus Snape or Professor Snape,

your fight will never ends.

Love you professor Snape.

Lord Voldermort.

You not that tough..

In conclusion..Nagini must always be with Voldermort..Balqis, I bet you agree this..

WATCH IT~

I hate people to kill my mood, so please don't kill mine.

2011-07-14T07:36:00.002+08:00

Sorry my attention to wrote a blog was not for "ngumpat" and I really hate to do so.

But lately people love to kick my a**...

From one thing to another..

I am in a state of unconscious right now..

Whatever I did is based on my emotional control..

If you ask me why??

Then you really look for trouble..

I hate people that troubled me and giving excuse that is unacceptable..

I hate people that selfish and only think for their own good..

If you want to be alone, don't come here..

You choose a wrong place la my dear..

Sorry...

This is the only thing I can said..

If you are looking for trouble,

You really make a big mistake..

Don't force me to be someone that hurt you..

Please stop piss me off~..

I really like to have a "BERSIH" blog,Ok!!!

A bersih one without any bad element..

arghhhh......

Hanya kerana Sebatang Aiskrim~

2011-07-13T11:32:00.003+08:00

salam blogger.

Semalam, after finished my R&D class aku and Lela nak pergi beli ice cream. Well,kitorang bile tense je cari ice cream or chocolate. So, she just fetch me from food court and the we rode the motor to town. That time, our excitement nak makan ice cream tu tinggi sangat.

Dengan keExcited kitorang ni, aku pon bawa la motor dengan penuh jiwa dan raga. Aku nampak kereta, aku potong. Aku nampak lori, aku potong. Sampai kat selekoh depan rumah cikgu MRSM, aku dengan semangat waja nye masuk ke selekoh tersebut dengan harapan dapat beli ice cream dengan cepat. Tapi sayang, aku and Lela tak perasan ade satu road block di hadapan kami.

"OMG, JPJ la Lela!"...

So, waktu tu nak berpatah balik memang la dah terlewat. Lela pon surow aku masuk jalan cone tu..

Hehe, dengan muka yang sangat la innocent, aku pun pergi la kat abang JPJ tu ibarat penjenayah menyerah kat polis. Ingatkan nak guna teknik "hot" tapi tak berjaya coz aku bukan dilahirkan "hot"..

"mana Helmet?"..kate abang JPJ tu..

"Helmet hilang bang,hari tu kitorang tukar rumah pastu ade budak pinjam then hilang"..Baik punya ayat aku bagi kat abang tu..Niat di hati bukan nak menipu, tapi nak selamatkan diri so terpaksa la.

"Ni kene rm300 ni"..abang tu cakap la dengan muka yang amatla simpati..

"uit,mahalnye bang..memang rm300 ke?"..persoalan yang terkeluar dari mulut Lela..

"yela, kalo tak pakai helmet rm300,sekrang camane ni?"..kate abang tu..

Hehe, yang mampu aku and Lela buat hanye la tersengih and buat muka tak bersalah. Abang tu pon bawa kitorang jumpe ketua dia yang sedang sibuk menulis saman kat tahanan yang lain. Dalam hati kitorang, alamak habis rm300 aku..

Abang ketua tu tanye la kenapa tak pakai helmet, lesen mane, sape punya motor and tibe-tibe asal mane? haha, time tu aku and Lela rase cam nak gelak pecah perut je. Dah macam tahanan dah kitorang kat situ.

"awak g balik ambik helmet dari kawan,tinggal kawan awak kat sini".kate abang ketua tu..

aku pon cam tak caye,"sekarang ke?'.....

"Yele,sekarang la",,kate abang tadi..

Aku pon pergi la dengan meninggalkan Lela dan Abang-abang tu. Lela time tu dah frust sebab kene date ngan abang-abang tu..haha,kat atas motor aku just senyum sampai telinga sehingga menyebabkan aku salah masuk jalan. Nasib baik takde orang nampak,kalo tak buat malu je. Lagipon bukan style aku salah-salah jalan ni..hehe

Sampai kat Ilmiah, aku naik rumah tok ambik helmet yang berat tu..Sedangkan abang JPJ tu ingat aku nak g ambik helmet kat kawan. Hahaha, Sory la abang JPJ, kitorang terpakse menipu demi keselamatan negara.

Aku pon pergi la kat Lela and abang-abang tu dengan harapan kami akan dibebaskan dari tahanan. Kesian Lela kene date lame-lame kat situ.

Tunggu lagi 15 minit kat situ and then abang tu kate "awak ley balik"...hehe..Save life for 10 years..save money for 3 month..haha..kami berterima kasih tak terhingga bagai nak menitik air muka ini..

So,itula die kisah hanya kerana ice cream. Pengajaran nyer, lain kali nak kuar pergi mane-mane jangan lupe helmet, and lesen and tali pinggang keselamatan..

They're brightens my day..

2011-07-01T14:03:00.006+08:00

Tibe-tibe aku terasa rindu kat mereka...

kanak-kanak ribena yang comel.

Bile tengok muka diorang rase sejuk je hati.

It is good to see their cute acts especially when we are a bit sad.

But, sometime their acts also can be irritated

especially when they are disturbing our work.

To scold them that time will makes me hurt but...

then i will call or "umpan" diorang balik.

Kalo tak diorang merajuk~...

Comel kan budak-budak ni,

they don't know what happens in the world.

They only know how to play,eat and sleep.

I wish i can back to be a kid.

Adik-adik aku ni..

Layla Khodija(Adik) and Kholisz(Abang)..

The cutest and smartest kids i ever met..

Setiap kali balik aku cari diorang..

Dah anggap macam adik-adik sendiri dah..

Aku dengan diorang sejak diorang kecik lagi..

Teringat time bile aku nak balik U or rumah..

Diorang mesti menangis..

Cuti sem lepas..

Adik wat ayat touching..

Time tu aku dah nak balik Campus..

Die kata"Kakak bukan sayang adik sebab tu kakak tak nak main ngan adik"..

that time aku rase sedih sangat coz aku tak banyak masa nak main ngan die..

Aku busy baking cake...

sorry ler adik and abang..

Next time kite main together with kak Dekdi and Timah k...

Rindu coz lame sangat tak jumpa budak-budak kecik ni..

Sem ni busy and takde chance nak balik Tapah pon..

Hope they always in a great health..

Miss you guys so much...

huhu~

My adik Timah or Cik Timah..

Jumpa kat Melaka t taw..

Tapi jangan paw akak,

Akak tak kaye lagi..

Die suke call and gtau aku result exam die

so far she did a great jobs..

Her hair is special..

she's a bit different in our family..

Adik bongsu kan?

so, special case ni..

manje sangat..

Kadang-kadang tu die merajuk sebab jealous..

so aku cam biase la umpan die dengan ice cream...

comel sangat diorang ni..

dapat umpan terus diam..

haha..

See you kat Melaka t..

This is the biggest adik among the rest..

I called her Dekdi..

She used to be adik bongsu..

agak lame juga la die membongsu before

Timah were born..

That's why she and Timah always arguing each other

Tapi she is damn cute..

I love her laugh and smile..

She has the cutest laugh and..

always positive minded..

She don't even care what people called her..

what she care is she happy..

the way she talk with a high confident..

I always want to see her..

she love to ask for so many things..

Die je yang selalu dengar cakap aku..

see you kat Melaka gak..

Take care..

BF aku ni..

2011-06-28T09:58:00.004+08:00

Since I'm a bit bored and tired with my HR books. So I decide to write about this special person or my loving hubby yang amatlah macho and kelakar. wahh~love him so much and lama gak la aku tak tengok movie-movie dia.

Matsumoto Jun or better known as Matsujun is one of the youngest member of Japanese idol Arashi. Surely if talked about Hana Yori Dango yang meletop time 2007 and 2008 orang akan tahu Doumyouji, the main actor in the movie that weird, charismatic, charm, and at the same time very determination to make his love happy.

He was born August 30,1983 and now on his 28. He loves his group so much and it a bit touching when he reveal how he felts about his only members or friends. Most of his friend said that he is earnest and funny person and plus he is cute..I agree with the last statement..Chomel~

cerita yang lepas

2011-06-28T09:50:00.004+08:00

Setiap orang ada kisah silam masing-masing. Same goes to me. I experienced a lot but not as much as my elderly. Itulah aku, and frankly speaking I hate to talk about my history as I am a future oriented person. For me, what past is past and we should learn from it.

But, sometime I have to remember the history. It’s due to few reason maybe. First,bile kita nak bagi pengajaran kat seseorang. Time tu cara memberitahu ape yang kita pernah rase memang the best. Then, bile kita rase stress and x dapat nak lupe ape yang berlaku. Beritahu seseorang yang rapat dengan kita memang cara terbaik. Seek for someone that we trust and tell him/her what you should tell. And lagi satu cara yang paling kejam is that when someone else yang jealous dengan kita buka cerita kita kat orang lain. Orang yang buka cerita tu sebenarnya tak layak digelar kawan. Bile jumpa orang yang suka memburukan kawan sendiri,lebih baik takde kawan. Am I right??

Well, I’m not really sure why I write about this topic. It just happens. For me life would be better if we treat the history as a key of success to the bright future.

Singer Pink said that “we did what we should out to do,….we preserved history”. Pink is rock, I love her till now~

Funny Short Stories~

2011-06-20T12:23:00.002+08:00

A Letter To God.

A man worked in a post office. His job was to process all mail that had illegible addresses. One day a letter came to his desk, addressed in shaky handwriting to God. He thought, "I better open this one and see what it's all about." So he opened it and it read: "Dear God, I am a 83 year old widow living on a very small pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had a hundred dollars in it which was all the money I had until my next pension check."

"Next Sunday is Mother's Day, and I had invited my last two friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with." "I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me?" The postal worker was touched, and went around showing the letter to all the others. Each of them dug into his wallet and came up with a few dollars. By the time he made the rounds, he had collected 96 dollars, which they put into an envelope and sent over to her.

The rest of the day, all the workers felt a warm glow thinking of the nice thing they had done. Mother's Day came and went, and a few days later came another letter from the old lady to God. All the workers gathered around while the letter was opened. It read, "Dear God, How can I ever thank you enough for what you did for me?" "Because of your generosity, I was able to fix a lovely dinner for my friends. We had a very nice day, and I told my friends of your wonderful gift. " "By the way, there was 4 dollars missing. It was no doubt those thieving bastards at the post office!!!!!!

Want more funny stories. Click here: http://www.inspireme.net/funny_stories/a-letter-to-god.htm

(^-^) laugh is the best medicine~

Selena Gomez-Who Says

2011-06-15T15:41:00.003+08:00

Wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey.

You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
O
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm not just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a horrible life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't past the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Would you tell me who said that?
Yeah~
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?

My Wish is Ayah's Hope

2011-06-14T09:09:00.004+08:00

Aien and Ijan

Salam 1Malaysia. Sekarang dah masuk bulan 6 and aku buzy sangat dengan mid term, assignment and also family program. Alhamdulillah, 12/06/2011 hari tu baru je lepas hari persandingan sepupu kesayangan aku. Sedihnye, dah kurang la mase tok aku ngan die hang out sebab sekarang die dah jadi isteri orang. Apa2 pun, Ain tahniah and semoga ko ngan Ijan berbahagia sampai akhir hayat dan dimurahkan rezeki sentiasa. Dalam bulan 6 ni juga la iaitu 1/06/2011 lepas is my beloved Ayah’s birthday. Ayah, happy birthday and hope you always be healthy and cute just like me. When talking about Ayah, aku rasa terharu sangat dengan pengorbanan dia. Selalunya, orang sebuk ngan Mother’s Day and what so ever. For me both my Mum and My Dad are important. They are my treasure and my best inspiration.

Since aku jarang bercakap tentang Ayah, so today I’m going to share his story to you guys. Let’s the world know how much valuable Ayah to me.

I have a big family with a big tummy and a big mouth Haha(just joking). Dari aku kecik, Ayah sentiasa berusaha menunaikan segala permintaan kami. Aku antara yang paling rapat ngan ayah and kami jarang dimarah Ayah, so once Ayah tegur tu adela yang merajuk masuk bilik. Comel bila ingat zaman muda2 dulu. Bila kami jatuh, menangis or demam,Ayah punya la risau macam apa je. Ayah sangat cool and tidak berperasaan. Die jarang tunjuk muka happy or proud bila kami achieve something tapi yang pasti, a week later Ayah akan belikan something (present) for us. Kalo dulu kecik2 aku happy sangat bile dapat hadiah even until now. Aku tak tau nilai duit dulu sampai aku paksa Ayah tok beli juga permainan or anything yang aku and adik-beradik lain nak. Tapi Ayah jarang merungut, die akan keluar dan cari benda yang kami nak tu straight away. Mak akan jadi peneman setia Ayah dan Mak juga la yang jadi orang tengah kami if kami takut nak minta kat Ayah.

But, that all when we were kids. Sekarang we all are getting grown. I’m quite understood about what Ayah and Mak did in order to get all the things we want. They have to work hard for it. So, that why I prefer to do and get everything by my own. Before this, I don’t even care if that things I get are expensive or what. Thanx Ayah. Sekali lagi aku rasa bersalah as Ayah continues wants me to be comfortable and happy. Ayah belikan aku things yang valuable and it my hope to look after it. Kalo dulu time kecik-kecik, antara barang yang paling mahal aku nak dan dapat adalah basikal, roller skate, barang branded, and yang paling best Ayah selalu belanja ice cream. Tapi sekarang benda yang paling valuable to me are those gadgets he bought for me. From foundation Ayah belikan aku Nokia 6620c my first handphone from Ayah. Die kata guna phone tut ok study and for your future. Later you don’t have to buy it again. Then, soon after that Ayah bought me Compaq Presario CQ40-115AU. Ayah told me that you might needs this for your study. Then you also need to know more about IT. So used it and study well. So, years after or month after ayah kept buying me things and his hope is just that I’ll have a comfortable life during my study time. But then, my Compaq Presario CQ40 is broken down and it is expensive to repair it.

Last two weeks, he asks me to buy a new one. I was quite guilty but at same time happy. Well, getting a “new one” is always been in my dream. But I don’t want to put any hope as long as I can use the Compaq. But, he bought me new DELL Inspiron 14R (N4110). As usual, the same things he reminds me. Study well and take a good care of it. Well not long after that three days before, Ayah keep on want me to happy. He bought me new NIKON D3100. It’s quite surprised as I really wanted for it. But, I wish to buy it with my own money. Yesterday I told him thank you for the camera and lektop. I was thinking to buy the camera by my own. He told me that, it’s ok. I’m your Dad, and it is my responsibility to buy it for you. The most important things is you study well. It was quite touching, and I was about to cry actually but Ayah thanx a lot for everything. I love you and I will do well for you and Mak and also for my own sake.

Ayah, happy belated birthday and Happy Father’s day. You always the best Ayah in the world. Thank you again for everything and saranghae~

Dalam Hidup Ini!!

2011-06-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

Salam, dah lama aku tak buat cite kat sini. Sorry la banyak sangat hal yang nak kene settle kan sekarang ni. aku nak cite sikit pasal ADB.

ADB or Aku Dilahirkan Berjaya is the best program yang aku joined. banyak yang aku belajar daripada Sir. Mior, penceramah bebas yang mengupas banyak idea tentang manusia dan kehidupan. Aku bersyukur kerana berpeluang menyertai program Aku Dilahirkan Berjaya(ADB). Banyak yang aku belajar, kebanyakan nya pengetahuan AM yang aku tahu tapi aku tak pernah "implement". Pendek kata, selama ni aku tak tahu kepentingan benda-benda yang diajar di ADB. Tapi ada suatu yang baru aku belajar, "stick person". It is quite interesting and I really understand about human being. People are all same, the only different is that the way we think and making choice.

Well, setiap kali aku down, aku akan ingat balik apa yang aku belajar di ADB. Such as, the video of Derek Redmond, Cerita Helang and Ayam. Cerita Katak dan keretapi biasa and keretapi kat Jepun tu. Then lagu "Demi Matahari", "Hero". "Reflection" and banyak lagi dan termasuk juga "Dalam Hidup Ini.."

I'm going to share "Dalam Hidup Ini..". For me, it is very important and lately bila aku negative thinking, I'm trying to implement it.

Dalam hidup ini, aku mesti Be Passionate!

S.P.B-Serius, Penuh Emosi dan Buat Sekarang!

Dalam hidup ini, Bila aku Negatif!

Aku katakan "o..o" aku tarik Brek dan

aku tukar gear 1, 2, 3.......POSITIF!

Dalam hidup ini, aku mahukan Abundant dan

aku tolak Scarcity.

Dalam hidup ini, untuk capai matlamat,

Aku buang SET., Sandiwara, Ego dan Temberang aku.

dan aku pegang PKM.,Pengharapan dan

Keinginan membara terhadap matlamat aku.

So, itulah Dalam Hidup Ini.. Seriously it really helpful and I'm slowly to learn about it and also learn about my self. For me the future is short and I won't waste the time I have. (aku juga ada add video Derek Redmond, it inspired me a lot)

a post during my semester break.

2011-04-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

Almost a month I have spend my holiday. As usual, tak kemane pun. Balik dari UTP hari tu duduk rumah tolong mak and then pergi rumah mak cik aku jadi babysitter. Nak hang out dengan member pun tak tau nak pergi mane tambah lagi bile duit kosong. Well, it doesn't matter to me. What I want is just rest and spends my day as best as I can. The fact that I'm home is like heaven. I'm going to face a new semester another two week’s more and that also my final year in Muadzam.

New semester new aim even thought that I am a bit disappointed with my last semester outcome. I’m going to aim the same things but worked triple harder than before. Uncle and teacher were right. I’m not fully matured yet in whatever I did. I keep doing the same mistake and keep give excuse for my mistake. Whatever trouble I face in my life is not enough yet for my life lesson. My final year is the real war and I don’t like to lose in what I work for. What worth for me is worthy for all people around me.

"Believe That Life Is Worth Living and Your Belief Will Help Create The Fact"....

eomma , appa, samchon gwa gyosaga dangsin ege jinjja geosdeul e daehaeseo salam eulhandago mal moshaeseo mian haeyo. mian haeyo , nan geunyang hyeonsil eul jigsi museowo juggess-eo. !

Dia pergi selamanya~

2011-03-17T13:49:00.002+08:00

Semalam aku kehilangan seorang kawan dan kakak yang baik. Kak Khairan Khamiza bt Zakaria yang mengalami kemalangan jalan raya. Kawan-kawan di UNITEN semua rasa terkilan dengan pemergian arwah. Terlalu sekajap masa yang kau beri Ya Allah. Kehilangan dia amat mengejutkan. Tak sanggup nak buka FB sebab aku akan terpandang pic arwah. Allah lebih sayangkan kak Miza.

Aku dan rakan-rakan redha dengan setiap yang berlaku. Ya Allah tabahkan lah hati kami dan keluarga arwah dalam menerima qada’ dan qadar Mu. Semoga roh arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman. Amin~

Think first!!

2011-03-14T14:32:00.003+08:00

Study week just start but yet still got one presentation to go. Thank for everything and we manage to complete our RM assignment. Hope I will past in flying colour for this semester and not to forget my friends too. I just remember one thing from someone that I respect most. “setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya”. Ya Allah thank for always remind me for who I am. Bila fikir balik I still got a lot of thing to think of. Not just lying down and cry for the whole day. But honestly, mum I miss you so much and damn much. When emotional control our mind of course we become unconscious with our action.

Lately, our world was shocked with the Tsunami hits in Japan. It was a tragic news and hope that the earthquake will stop soon. Sedih sangat bila tengok video Tsunami kat Japan tu. The biggest Tsunami hits after 2004 tragedy. Tapi, ada yang lagi sedih bila pemikiran kita cetek dan hanya memikirkan diri sendiri saje. Baru-baru ni keluar kat newspaper kita tentang cartoon Ultraman yang mempersendakan tragedy Tsunami.

It’s a shy to us as a Malaysian. Where goes the humanity in our minds. Sepatutnya kita bersyukur yang Malaysia masih lagi selamat dari bencana besar. Aku harap pelukis cartoon tu sedar for him or her action. Marilah kita sama-sama belajar dari kejadian ni.

Berita Harian mohon maaf

MERUJUK kepada ilustrasi mengenai tragedi tsunami di Jepun yang mencetuskan kontroversi dalam Berita Minggu semalam, kami ingin menjelaskan bahawa kami tidak berniat untuk mempersenda atau menunjukkan sikap kurang prihatin terhadap peristiwa yang berlaku Jumaat lalu.

Malah kami juga tidak bertolak ansur dengan sebarang cubaan untuk memburukkan keadaan di negara berkenaan.

Kami mendapat banyak reaksi berhubung ilustrasi itu menerusi laman sosial dan panggilan telefon daripada orang ramai yang prihatin mengenai nasib rakyat Jepun.

Kami sensitif dengan tragedi yang menimpa rakyat Jepun, malah turut melancarkan Tabung Bencana NSTP-Media Prima untuk menggalakkan masyarakat menyumbang bagi meringankan beban mangsa bencana. Kami turut menghantar wartawan ke tempat kejadian bagi membolehkan mereka melaporkan situasi sebenar tragedi. Kami berasa sedih dengan kesengsaraan rakyat Jepun yang kehilangan keluarga dan harta benda. Pelukis ilustrasi kami turut meminta maaf atas lakaran yang menimbulkan kontroversi. Kami amat simpati dengan kejadian terbabit dan sekali lagi memohon maaf atas rasa kurang senang yang timbul berikutan penerbitan ilustrasi itu. – PENGARANG

petikan dari Berita Harian

Thank for the wise action to apologize.

“Sesungguhnya Allah tidak mengubah apa yang ada pada satu kaum itu sehingga mereka bertindak mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri” [Al-Ra'd 13: 11]

finally:

All the best to UNITANIAN this semester and for senior-senior yang nak grade, wish you guys bunch of luck for your final and future..

today my life begis-Bruno Mars

2011-03-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Best song so far plus when we are in damn pressure. Hope everything gonna be ok. Thanx for this song. It's inspire me a lot. Love Bruno Mars forever. hehe

i've been working hard so long

seems like pain has been my only friend

my fragile heart's been done so wrong

i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone

and i've learn how to leave it where it is

and i see that i was wrong

for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same

all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets

so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget

only have one life to live

so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

i know i can make it, today my life begins

today my life begins...

POLITIK!!

2011-03-07T07:47:00.003+08:00

frankly speaking, I don't like my self to involve in this politic matters. But, I have to for the sake of my beloved country. Bile tengok dunia sekarang, the war getting worst and worst. Not sure how it will finish. This is all because of power and money. Orang sekarang lupe pada tanggungjawab mereka terhadap Tuhan, agama, bangsa dan manusia sejagat.Ape yang diorang tau, bile ade duit dan power they can control people and people will listen to them. I've been wondering what is going to happen to us in future.

Living with ego and power only for a short time is a waste. I hope that the war will stop sooner or later. Tak kisah dengan ape cara pon, tak kesian ke tengok orang tak bersalah mati. Alhamdullilah, Malaysia sekarang still aman damai and hope until the end of the day pon still aman. walaupon lately, banyak sangat issue perebutan kerusi di parlimen and banyak sangat pilihan raya, tapi hope sangat takde yang serius sampai nak perang. Bile cakap pasal politic, dulu aku pernah dream to be a politician and lawyer. tapi tibe-tibe je aku tak suka sebab kebanyakan case-case politik di Malaysia ni.

Please stop the war, tapi bile fikir balik, begging like this is useless. I don't think Obama will read my post. whatever it is, for the sake of the world why don't they stop the war. don't let our mind being control by the money and power. I wish i can save the world. Mane pergi bomoh-bomoh yang power0power. pergi la bomoh Israel tu. haha~

Are people will live happily ever after? Nonsense right. Happily ever after is only in fairy tale world. But, I wish I can live with my family, my beloved friends and everybody happily. I hope to see a happy life and I hope Allah will give me a chance to see my future. Ya Allah, please save the people in the world and please let Malaysia become a peaceful country.

Daesung feat Lee Hyori

2011-02-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

One of my favorite part in Family Outing. They have a good sibling relationship. Time ni diorang nyanyi lagu "The Blue In You"..Sweet and seronok bile ulang banyak kali.

what actually I'm trying to do now-undecided!!

2011-02-24T16:09:00.004+08:00

Sejak kemenjak ni aku rasa macam aku tak terurus sikit. Pening tiap-tiap malam attack aku. Kesian housemate aku jadi mangsa mendengar rintihan aku. I’m a bit stress now and not sure how to express it. Maybe, from my behaviour you guys can express it. Setiap kali nak hilang rase tense aku tengok FO or layan video Lee Hyori. Maklumla, internet connection dah upgrade sekarang. Berbaloi juga la setelah 3 tahun aku menanti. Sory la to kawan-kawan aku if ayat-ayat yang keluar dari mulut aku ni menyakitkan hati. Honestly, i hate to being rude but sometimes aku tak boleh nak control kemarahan aku ni.

I’m just too curious to know. What actually make me stress. If because of work, it seems nonsense cause most of people have a lot of work to do. But, seriously la takut. Final lagi berape minggu je ni. Study tak lagi, assignment tak setel-setel lagi ni. Setiap kali aku pressure, aku jadi makin malas. But actually aku memang malas and tak pernah sedar dari kemalasan. Huhu.

I just search some stress reduces tips, even though i know it. So aku excited nak share ngan korang. For your information, the tip is just a general knowledge that most of people know about it but no all can implemented it. Include me for sure!! Tapi, dah alang-alang search tu jom la kite same-same usha ok.

Kakak aku..haha(sejak bile tah)

Ø Keep a positive attitude. (always, and I think I am too positive)

Ø Accept that there are events that you cannot control. (always too)

Ø Be assertive instead of aggressive. "Assert" your feelings, opinions, or beliefs instead of becoming angry, defensive, or passive. (I’m not the type that easily angry la)

Ø Learn and practice relaxation techniques. (always, you guys should follow me. Let’s watch “FO” and go for “you tube and search for Lee Hyori” and perhaps singing. This is what I always did)-relax giler.

Ø Exercise regularly. Your body can fight stress better when it is fit. (now I’m doing fitness-dancing)

Ø Eat healthy, well-balanced meals. (Ramen is the best, but I avoid it lately)

Ø Get enough rest and sleep. Your body needs time to recover from stressful events. (I think I had an enough and over sleep already)

Ø Don't rely on alcohol or drugs to reduce stress. (never, I don’t take all of this nonsense thing. Include caffeine)

Ø Seek out social support. (I got Bal and Lela-my housemate)-hehe

Ø Learn to manage your time more effectively. (this is huge problem and unsolved problem. This is what I should do now. No wonder la, I tend to stress-so unexpected)

Message To a Friend.

2011-02-23T00:42:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in life,

you find a special friend:

someone who changes your life

by being a part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh

until you can't stop;

someone who makes you believe

that there really is

good in the world.

Someone who convinces you

that there is an unlocked door

just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship...

When you're down,

and the world seems dark and empty,

your forever friends lifts you up in spirit

and make that dark and empty world

suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through

the hard times, the sad times,

and the confused times.

If you turn and walk across,

your forever friend follows.

If you lose your way,

your forever friend holds your hand

and tells you that

everything is going to be okay.

And if you find such a friend,

you will feel happy and complete,

because you need not worry.

You have a forever friend for life,

and forever has no end.

Live every moment of your life without regret and love your friends for the time that we have. Because the time we have is precious.

*saranghae*

cite aku..Terasa!! Lantak la..

2011-02-16T13:03:00.006+08:00

salam my dear blog and those bloggers. Sory coz lama tak posting. I had quite a busy schedule lately. Rasa macam artist lak bile hidup follow with schedule. Jujurnye, biasa je schedule aku tu. Cume sem ni tak de masa sangat nak berblogging, in fact I had no idea on what to write about. I’m not a full time blogger and not a writer so for the time I have now, I thought of sharing you guys about what i had done past few days or weeks.

Hari sabtu lepas, aku pergi hiking. It’s not climbing a “kinabalu” or “ledang”. Aku just went for a famous hill here in Muadzam. It known as Ridan Hill. Walaupun ianye hanye sekadar bukit, but it damn tiring. Lama sangat rasenya diri aku tak berpeluh macam hari tu. I had a lot of fun, sad and also bad moments too. Aku fikir just nak have fun and nak belasah sikit badan yang dah terlalu sangat dimanjai. But, there few cases yang menyebabkan mood aku ruin. Well, I don’t feel like to tell it to you guys (Let’s what bypass be bypass). Yang penting I had a beautiful moment with all the members. Chance to be with my fellow group 10 members or MATRIX and chance to “cuci mata”. Hakhakhak...Hope that this “redah hutan” event akan dibuat lagi in future.

mereka yang tak tau duduk diam

action kamen-ilham dari SHIN CHAN

Group 10 or MATRIX

Ok, so that the story of Ridan Hill. Actually cite kat Ridan tu panjang sangat so biarla ianya tersemat di minda ni saja, tak larat nak type panjang2. Second story is about MAULIDUR RASUL semalam. Semalam i joined the parade of maulidur rasul in Muadzam. Dapat baju free and I had enough fun. But, of course in fun there is also “sakit hati..lantak la,just ignore it.

baju sponser

wee..

sambungan tadi:

But due to “sakit hati” tu aku nak tanye korang punya pendapat. Here, What do you feel when a person come to you and comments about you?

Here the case.

1. Tengah korang gelak ketawa with ur kawan2 in one place then tibe2 ade sorang pakcik ni datang and cakap yang kau bising sangat. What are you going to respond? That is either you:

a) Marah pak cik tu and cakap, that none of ur business. or

b) Senyum and minta maaf and mengaku salah kite.

c) Or, just go away and moody all the time and salahkan pak cik tu coz ruined your mood.

Ok, you guys have to pick one with full of honestly. Ok, jujurnye aku akan pick B as my answer. It’s not that aku nak cakap aku baik tapi aku lebih senang mengaku salah aku jika benda tu betol2 salah aku. Lagipon, tak salah kalau kite terima teguran tu and maybe next time kita tak wat lagi.

Bagi aku we can change our behaviour and so our emotion. We are under the control of our mind not by our feeling. Aku tak suke bile orang tu kata die sensitive and cepat terasa bila ditegur. Come on, sometimes ada sebab kenapa kita ditegur. Sensitivity tu boley di ubah so do our feeling. Jangan la sebab ditegur sikit habis masam muka kat sume orang. Orang len yang tak bersalah pon jadi mangsa. Perluka moody tak bertempat, runsing la. Aku tak tau kenapa aku marah, tapi disebabkan angin dia aku yang berangin. We can control our behaviour, our expression and so our mental thinking. Be a matured person la. Not matured physically but mentality too.

Stop ruining my mood to, and stop blaming others. Think of what you have done then you can act. Action without thinking is same like pergi jalan2 tanpe map at the end sesat and buang masa. Ok la, cukup la khutbah rabu aku ni. Thanx blog for let me express my feeling here. Saranghae blog!!

HRM interview..

2011-01-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

Today we went for interview. We here mean me, zafran, bal and mok. The interview is for our Human Resource Management subject. We conduct it during our mid-semester holiday seems that the only day we can go. I was so nervous on the day before and also the moment we enter the meeting room. That is our first time went to TNB HQ centre, meeting with Dato’ Razif the VP of HR. Such a very respectful person but he has a humble personality. I will not forget him as he inspires me to go for TNB after my graduation. He gave us full cooperation and treats us very nice. From him also, I understand HR more and will save this valuable moment here in my head.

That was my interview. But, I’m sure you guys want to know the day before and time before we enter TNB building. It was funny and in fact we learn a lot today. I with balqis keep on eating since the day we arrive KL. Maybe it was because of pressure and while together we tend to eat until we full. Same goes to next day. On our way to fetch for Mok and go to TNB, we had lost road for few times. We just keep on driving until we arrive to Bangsar.

It was tired, but at least we learn a very valuable lesson. The time we went for interview was so meaningful and unforgettable.

*saranghae*

Buat hati yang ketandusan cinta

2010-12-15T00:57:00.006+08:00

Sabarlah duhai hati.

Tak perlu kau tagih cinta manusiawi yang bersifat sementara.

Ada cinta yang lebih kekal abadi buat dirimu.

Ada cinta yang bisa membuatkan kau mengalirkan airmata ketika hati merindui.

Ada cinta yang mampu memberikan ketenangan pada jiwamu ketika kamu dilanda keresahan.

Ada cinta yang boleh kau jadikan tempat merintih bila kesedihan datang menjenguk.

Ada cinta yang mampu memberikan apa sahaja yang kamu inginkan.

Namun, kadang-kadang cintamu itu pasti diuji.

Sekuat manakah cintamu pada-Nya, sehebat manakah kasih kamu pada-Nya.

Ujian datang dalam pelbagai cara.

Hatta sekecil-kecil perkara untuk menilai kesetiaanmu pada-Nya.

Andai kata kuat dan tetap hatimu pada-Nya, maka bergembiralah.

Jika hatimu goyah dan meragui kasih sayang-Nya selepas didatangkan ujian pada dirimu, maka sedarlah bahawa

nilai cintamu disisi-Nya masih lemah.

Kembalilah pada cinta-Nya yang lebih agung dari kecintaanmu buat dunia dan isinya.

Sudah menjadi sunnah-Nya, setiap yang bergelar mukmin pasti akan diuji.

Dari ujian itulah, Dia mencari hamba-hamba-Nya yang benar-benar mendambakan keredhaan dari-Nya.

Apakah kau sanggup menghadapi segalaan ujian itu?

Namun, tidak ramai yang mahu mencari cinta yang kekal abadi ini kerana tidak mahu dilanda ujian-ujian ini.

Tidak ramai yang mahu mengeluarkan keringat hatta darah sekalipun untuk merasai manisnya cinta yang

bertunjangkan kekuatan aqidah terhadap yang Khalid ini.

Maka sabarlah duhai hati.

Apabila telah kau rasakan manisnya cinta dari sang Pencipta,

maka tak perlu lagi kau kejar cinta manusiawi yang rata-ratanya berlandaskan nafsu semata.

Bila telah kau tetapkan hati untuk mencintai Tuhan sekalian alam, maka itulah sebenar-benarnya kecintaan yang

sejati.

Dan dalam perjalanan menelusuri denai cintai terhadap-Nya yang sudah pasti disaluti onak dan duri,

akan didatangkan seorang yang turut sama mencintai-Nya sebagaimana dirimu juga.

Sebagai peneman dan yang akan menyempurnakan sebahagian daripada imanmu.

Yang padanya ada ketenangan dan kebahagiaan berpaksikan Tuhan yang Maha Satu.

Maka sabarlah duhai hati.

Tidak perlu kau gundah gulana andainya kau masih tidak berkasih dengan manusia.

Dia akan datang. Itu sudah pasti.

Namun datangnya tiada siapa yang tahu kecuali Dia sang Pencipta cinta itu.

Moga datangnya cinta insani itu, akan menguatkan lagi kecintaanmu buat sang Pencipta cinta itu sendiri.

Kerana jiwa yang sepi tanpa cinta dan kasih dari-Nya, adalah umpama padang pasir yang kegersangan.

DIPETIK DARI ILUVISLAM.COM

cinta baru..

2010-12-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

I fall in love again. Oh, no!! First time aku jumpe die, jantung aku berdegup kencang. Mata tibe2 kabur. Ibarat matahari menyaksikan bulan, bulan menyaksikan matahari. Tah betol ke tak pepatah aku ni. He is smart, arrogant, handsome and memang setiap yang tengok die mesti suka nye. Tapi tak tau la. Len orang len taste. Taste aku yang tought and tinggi je, hehe.

Die sumber inspirasi aku and one day i will propose him. Tapi it will take about 7 years working baru dapat kot. Ape2 pon aku tunggu gak.

Die berjaya mengalahkan pakwe2 aku si Jazz, Mini-Cooper, Swift, CRV dan Rush. Hyundai Tucson pakwe aku yang ke-6 dan yang terakhir. walaupon aku tak tau menahu pasal engine, bagi aku die dah cukup complete. yela aku ni bukan ade kereta pon, nak drive pon tak tau, haha... suke sangat2.

smart kan??

price die yang latest

busy sangat..

2010-11-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

Due to the title above, i would like to informed that i am busy bangat rite now. Busy baking cake and wat apam dot-dot. happy to learn all those things. a new way to find my own income. yeah!!balik Muadzam nak tunjuk bakat aku yg latest ni kat sume member2..jangan dok jeles eik, wa tgah busy study ni..hehehe...next time i'll show u guys the photo of my axcellento work..(not really excellent la)..

ME = MADNESS.

2010-11-02T11:04:00.005+08:00

hehehe

hahahaha..

SUKARELAKATI by P0ja (◕‿◕)

First love~

2010-11-01T03:30:00.002+08:00

Tibe-tibe mood jiwang and nak dengar lagu ni. So I share it with you guys. This is such a beautiful song. I love this song so much2. Lame tak dengar..hehe

UTADA HIKARU – FIRST LOVE ♥

Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita

Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

Anata wa doko ni irundarou

Dare wo omotterundarou

You are always gonna be my love

Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo

I'll remember to love you taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Atarashi uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga

Ugoki dasouto shiteru

Wasureta kunai kotobakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa

Watashi wa kitto naiteru

Anatawo omotterundarou

You will always be inside my heart

Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara

I hope that I have a place

in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love

Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo

I'll remember to love you taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Mada kanashii love song

Now and forever

THE TRANSLATION:

Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And i dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you

Once more

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one in my life

So true, I believe i can never find

Somebody like you

my first love

Once in awhile

Your are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

And how I want here to be with you

Once more

yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one

In my heart

So true, I believe I could never find

Somebody like you

My first love

oh oh

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I could never find

Now and forever

SUKARELAHATI by Poja (◕‿◕)

# ENTRY SPECIAL: Housemate giler aku #

2010-10-31T21:58:00.008+08:00

MOOD: I don’t love you, like I love you, yesterday!!

Seriously havork~...mereka semua giler!!..Tim, kuat jerit, I called her “the A** Killer”. Habis kitorg satu rumah kene tibai ngan die. Time2 nak exam ni die ajak aku habiskan “Hana Yori Danggo”..Tim, we got 2 more papers la..Funky, crazy n lalala...the whole house are mess and crazy. Haha..Kelakar and this is what we called as “exam week”.

Balqis, her spritual comes once she got her phone call from she love..owh, so sweet! She is in love now, but still not admit it (Act cool la tu). Syok dapat buli die, for the first time, she cry watching movie. Balqis, dalam hati ade taman ke??Aku, Lela and Tim tak habis2 nak belasah Mr. Brown die...suke buli Balqis..(thumps up).

Lela, this time around die la paling bahagie menyakat Balqis. The best part is, she’s cooked a lot..I LIKE!!!..Bile die pressure, die shopping,x pon masak. Gemok la kitorang, and btw adik, your cooked was delicious and thanx der.

And for me as usual, the part of my “Laziness” is coming..exam je malas, malas je exam. Tibe-tibe mood jiwang datang. Please someone rescue me..Hati mau dengar lagu dibawah~

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You Lyrics

When you go

Don't ever think I'll make yo

u try to stay

And maybe when you get back

I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe

You're still the good-for-nothing I am not

So take your gloves and

get out

Better get out

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

"I don't love you

Like I did

Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from p

leading

So sick and tired of all the needless needing

But baby when they knock you

Down and out

It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe

Another dollar's just another loan

So fix your eyes and get up

Better get up

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

"I don't love you

Like I did

Yesterday"

When you go

Would you have the guts to say

"I don't love you

Like I loved you

Yesterday"

I don't love you

Like I loved you

Yesterday

I don't love you

Like I loved you

Yesterday

Mr. Bulat with speaky~

Mr.Bulat double kawaii~

NOTE: I LOVE MY Mr. Bulat..Kawaii ♥~

SUKERELAHATI by P0ja (◕‿◕)

:: Special post for my BFF Balqis Athirah ::

2010-10-28T00:32:00.007+08:00

WE ARE 2Oth hehe

Salam der, sayang@honey@my beloved wife..(hehe)

Selamat hari tua der, wa rase bangga because lu dah mencecah 20 tahun. Tunggu turn anak2 kita pulak lepas ni. Ish!! Pening nak jaga anak yg 3 orang ni. Sory la der, wa sekang banyak wat lu kecewa. Wa dah ade skandal baru der, name die Bijan. (hehe) budak bijan tu comel tak same macam lu. Huhu. Sori la bukan niat wa nak tuang bedak “Carrie Junior” wa kat lu tadi. Tapi, memang wa tgu pon sgt nak baling tepong kat lu, wa fikir musim exam je.(u selamat kali ni).

Btw, wa bangga lu dah mencecah usia kematangan. Wa harap lu boley jadi isteri solehah and ibu mithali. Jgn asik nak bergayut dgn si Tut je. Wa jeles la der!!. Ape2 pon der, gambate in every single things u do, even t if kite dah kerja n ade life sendiri. Jaga anak2 wa Norlela, Siti Fatimah and Shahrul tu baik2. Wa kene g berperang ni, and time perang ni wa sempat lg kim surat kat lu der. See, how much I love u guys. Lu jer yg suke wat i kecewa. Huhu.

Akhir kate, maaf kan salah silap wa n halal kan makan minum wa. U my best friend forever!!. Hehe.

"continuer à se battre! économiser le temps précieux que nous avions ensemble dans le cœur. la mémoire ne s'effacera jamais" ..

I make this cake for u-special

~HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY~