I miss him like hell~

Salam Reader.

Him for your information is not a boyfriend actually. But he is the one that I know since I was a kid. His cute, funny and blur characters make me miss him a lot. He is now in Klang and I hope he always in pink of health. I miss to fight or argue with him for just a small thing. Ride motor, chat and call him "Pak Long".

Actually there is a meaning of " Pak Long", and I can't tell you as it is our secret. Sometime, he ask me to help with his hair and pick a right shirt for him whenever we want to go somewhere. If I can go back to past and help him so that we not living apart like this. I really want to meet him and see his smile, laugh and cry. It's funny coz he always be honest and tell me everything that he think. When he fight with his friends I try my best to protect him. When he was in down, he always cry on my shoulder and sometime I cry with him. We both have the same character.

Lagi setahun and then he will come home. I can't wait to be like before and see all of us together. Sedih coz setiap kali cuti dia sorang je yang takde kat rumah. We will met during the school holiday but, our holiday is different. Ya Allah, I miss him a lot. Please always look after him and protect him. Hanya Kau yang tahu apa yang dia lakukan and fikirkan. Kembali kan kami sekeluarga seperti dulu.

He is my younger brother, Fayid or Pak Long. Hensem kan dia?

"Bila ALLAH makbulkan d0amu, maka DIA menyayangimu, bila DIA lambat makbulkan d0amu, maka DIA ingin mengujimu, bila DIA tidak makbul kan d0amu, maka DIA merancang sesuatu yang terbaik untukmu. 0leh itu, sentiasalah bersangka baik pada ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan...kerana kasih sayang ALLAH itu mendahului kemurkaanNya" Wallahua'lam.

Down to Earth-Bieber

I never thought that it be easy

Cause we both so distance now

And the walls are closing in on us

And we're wondering how

No one has a solid answer

But just walking in the dark

And you can see the look on my face

It just tells me apart

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)

And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)

And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)

And we try and try and try and try

So its up to to you and its up to me

That we meet in our middle way

On our way back down to earth

Down to earth down to earth

On our way back down to earth

(back down to earth - repeat)

Mommy you'll always and somewhere

And daddy I live outta down

So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow

You tell me this is for the best

So tell me why am I in tears

So far away and now I just need you here

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)

And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)

And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)

And we try and try and try and try

So its up to to you and its up to me

That we meet in our middle way

On our way back down to earth

Down to earth down to earth

On our way back down to earth

(back down to earth - repeat)

We fell so far away from where we used to be

Now we're standing and were do we go

When there's no road to get to your heart

Let's start over again

So its up to to you and its up to me

That we meet in our middle way

On our way back down to earth

Down to earth down to earth

On our way back down to earth

(back down to earth - repeat)

I never thought that it be easy

Cause we both so distance now

And the walls are closing in on us

And we're wondering how.

~Ini baru la real lyric "Down to Earth". Such a meaningful song. Dah berbulan aku dengar lagu ni, tapi baru sekarang aku nak hayati. This is one of best song from Justin Bieber. Try hayati, baru tau best ke tak?..

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Mood:

Haru-biru, kecewa and lega. I just finished answer both paper AMAB and Psychology. Kecewa coz I'm not doing very well for both paper. Sob~sob~

Ape boley buat, memang salah aku. Next time, this will not happen again.

Beb, common you still got time to cover for both subject. I still got my assignment and final exam. Cheer Up!! =)

I never thought that it be easy. so we fight till we hurt and we crying. so, we stand to and we beat and we trying. so, it's up to you and it's up to me and we meet in the middle on the way back down to the earth.~ this phrase is editing from Down to earth by Justin Bieber.(it's not a real one k)

Aku dah Grad

aku dah ade Master

Macam tak percaya kan? Aku rasa nervous gile time aku nak sarungkan jubah tu. Time tu graduation mak cik aku kat Universiti Malaya and malam tu aku bergaya with her jubah. Kelakar and at same time takut. Time aku lagi 2 tahun and it just a short time. Sikit banyak, malam tu had inspired me a lot. Thanx Teacher, uncle for giving me chance that night to wore such a big dress.

Now I'm a believer. Believe that nothing is impossible. One day i will holding my own certificate and my own dress. Yeh, let be a believer!.

NOTE: Thanx for the memory..