Happiness is mine

Salam readers, good morning. It's a beautiful morning isn't it??Jap lagi bus aku ke KL or kata panjangnya Kuala Lumpur. Hari ni aku balik and aku rase grateful to make this decision. At first aku tak nak coz I got a lot of 2 quiz and midterm at the same week. But, I think I need to go back. next week is my teacher graduation day and I really want to be there. I'm so happy and excited to go there. Mine one is another 1 year and half and i hope i can do well. Yes I can, i just need to struggle a lot.Well, bye-bye Muadzam Shah.

~today is Friday but it's turn like hell.

Hari ni aku rase geram sangat. Mood aku baik je dari pagi sampai tengahari and then petang tu aku jadi gila. Gila aku plus with bengang and kelakar. Ada orang marah aku sebab benda kecil je. Marah macam nak makan aku kot. He/she is nonsense. I mean what the point marah sebab benda kecil. Aku kesian sangat coz I respect he/she a lot. I'm trying to be professional so that our relationship as human being will not end. But, he/she don't deserve that respect. You are much older than me, have gone through so much in life and surely your mind thinking is more positive. Aku kecewa coz they are not acting professional. how long you guys want to be like this??Life only for yourself and never listen to the others. Bukan ke, lumrah hidup manusia kena hormat sesama sendiri. Aku hormat dia and tak pernah terlintas nak jahat or benci kot. Gila, marah aku non-stop, lepas marah macam tu je. mak ayah aku pun tak pernah cakap macam tu kat aku. Mungkin salah aku juga, tapi at least you can have a nice talk right?. susah sangat ke nak berlembut, stop egoist wahai manusia. Aku berharap that he/she will not repeat the same mistake, so do I. 




NOTE: Allah penentu segalanya. Dia telah rancang setiap yang jadi dalam hidup kita. Jadi, if you are really angry or in bad mood, don't forget to remember Allah.
everything happen for a reason.

Mr. Psycho, I fall in love with you~

I wrote the same post kat status facebook aku beberapa hari lepas. Well now, i really meant it. pagi tadi kelas Psychology and my lecturer is Miss Rajeswari. Miss, i think i deeply in love with your subject. (surely, Balqis will agree with my statement) hahaha. this must because of your interesting class. I can't even let my eyes close because i love it. By the way Miss, can you tell me how i can score A for this interesting subject? I love all the subject i taken for this semester, but most of it "gila susah" and it's included you Mr Psycho. (Managerial Acc, Organizational Beh, Consumer Beh, Islamic Study, Microeconomic) antara subject2 yang aku ambik semester ni.

well, seriously mana ade benda senang kat dunia ni. Nak score A pon bukan senang. But, i'm still grateful that i have all the best lecturer since I was in first semester. Aku je yang tak cukup best lagi. What make me want to write this post? I've been wondering why, but actually i had fun in my Psycho class. I learn more about human behavior. I love study about human, management and it's suite with the course i taken now. But i'm in a big worry as most of my lecturers are unexpected. I learn Psycho in one subject, but all lecturer psycho at me back. I deeply in crazy mood now.

Everything is about LOVE

Teringat kat sepupu aku yang tengah hangat bercinta, eventhough we are now in conflict. I don’t mind actually what she think and what she wanted to say about me. She is engaged now, and going to married. Beb, hope you will happily ever after. Sory, tak dapat balik kenduri past few days. Banyak comitment yang aku perlu fokus kat sini. But i’m sure, without me there everything will be ok right. That not the case, i’ve been thinking on writing about love since yesterday.

Why there must be love in people heart? For sure, love is very wide. But, sometimes people get hurt because of love. I do hurt to. But that not a big deal to me. For me, “ when we believe in faith, nothing will get in our way”. Aku percaya pada takdir dan semua yang berlaku telah ditetapkan sejak azali lagi. We met a person, we get to know that person then we fall in love with that person. Woi, it’s very easy to make love. Easy to say “I LOVE U” but easy too, to say “I HATE U”.

Let imagine the person that live without love. Maybe he/she will live alone. Talk alone, watch movie and having dinner alone. That such a horrible live. You don’t have someone to talk or rely to. I mean it, love is very important. It doesn’t matter what kind of love are you with. Maybe love with your God, religion, girlfriend/boyfriend, husband/wife, your parent or children and your friends. Come on! Just let yourself in love. Love people around you and you will happy forever. Don’t be so cool or easily think that being alone is the best. You should give your live all out, show it beb. Make everything with love, honesty and passion. I hate people that just only think about themselves. We are now in global era. The more we learn, the more crazy you are.

What is life is all about without love. I love to be around the people i love. Love to be with my family, friends and doing things i love. But, it is sad sometimes, some people love their boyfriend/girlfriend more compare to theirself and family. Love has their limit. Remember, that real love will not come until you are married. Ada orang hilang maruah sebab gila bercinta dengan kekasih hati. We are a muslim, and remember if you put your heart to Allah and Nabi you will not fall to syaitan. Allah is the greatest and powerfull love. Remember, life is about love and love is about give your heart in a right way. Aku tulis ini as a reminder for myself because i’m just an ordinary person that always make mistake, easy to be in love but hard to forget about love i had before.

NOTE: life is about giving space to others to get into your heart, but don’t ever let they hurt your heart~ PEACE!!

SWEET SHORT STORY

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: 

Happiness,Sadness,Knowledge,and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,"Richness, can you take me with you?"

Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel."Vanity, please help me!"..."I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,"Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."

"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered,"Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

TEKAD DAH II..

Dearest reader.

Nak cerita pasal tekad lagi ni. Actually, aku sedih sangat dengan keputusan aku dan kawan2. But, this is the best. Aku tau ade yang tidak setuju dan kecewa. Tapi alangkah bagus kalau dapat bercerita perkara sebenar. Bukan lupa diri atau sombong. Tapi ini lah hakikat hidup. Makin lama bersama, makin banyak yang dipelajari,but sometime good and sometime bad. Sayang dan rindu sangat setiap kenangan pahit dan manis pernah dilalui bersama.

Aku tau, mereka mungkin boleh berkata apa sahaja, tapi mereka tidak pernah mengetahuinya. Niat dihati, ingin bersama-sama mencapai kejayaan mungkin rezeki tidak ada. Tapi aku yakin, jika ada rezeki pertemu la kami lagi. (sejak bila aku pandai berayat ni??)...

By the way, keputusan ini adalah yang terbaik. Aku berharap segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. I don’t want people to make any bad perception about us. Please, don’t just listen to yourself, but listen to others too..

TEKAD DAH..

Tekad ke?

Hope yes!

Penat la nak dolak-dalih lagi. But this time we already decide and stick to our decision. Agak berat hati juga la mula-mula tu. Tapi, i don’t have the heart to continue it. I just want to the new things and improve myself. By the way, thank you to member-member ak yang support each other dari dulu sampai sekarang. Hope dengan decision ini hubungan kita akan lebih akrab. -(baru aku perasan ayat2 aku skema)

I love the way that we do. I mean, i happy, you happy and all happy. There is more test that i will face in future. I’m sure everything gonna be alright. Pendek kata, memang dah tekad and this time never turning back.

(^_^)..hehehe

NOTE: life is full of colour..some bright our life but some it bring us darkness

Betul ke huru-hara?- setiap kali balik Muadzam

Setiap kali balik Muadzam aku akan jadi huru-hara. Betul ke? Aku rasa statement ni very common for most of UNITANIAN. First day sampai kene rush bayar duit apartment, then malam kene angkat barang dari stor berkotak-kotak. Monday and the next day kene pergi add and drop subject. If kelas tak same member ade yang merungut kata it’s not fair. !

Kelakar kan. Memang boring routine student ni. Aku terpakse mengaku yang aku dah penat nak fikir mane nak letak barang and bile nak angkat barang ni. Kene pergi kelas, kene study and kene jaga hati. Jaga hati la yang paling parah. Silap sikit je terasa, sampai aku rase tension. Bile fikir balik. men, it’s not a big deal. Teacher and Uncle aku kate, aku suke sangat fikir ape orang cakap and jaga hati orang. Aku tau, tu salah satu weakness aku and aku try control it. Tapi itu bukan persoalannye.

Betul ke hidup aku huru-hara di Muadzam ni.

Fikir punya fikir, conclusion dia is very simple. Sebenarnya tak huru-hara pun. Aku je yang suka fikir bukan-bukan. Betul kate Uncle aku, “we are what we think”. Berbaloi ke aku nak salahkan Muadzam ni. Sorry orang Muadzam, actually saya dah mula nak sayangi Muadzam. Tempat ni aman sangat and i love it. Maybe sebab dia jauh dari hometown yang buat aku rase frust je selalu. Tapi aku dah accept this place because kat sini la perjalanan hidup aku bermula.

Aku tak tau ape perception korang tentang huru-hara ni. Tapi based on what i learn, huru-hara will never exist accept we make it comes. Kalau kita nak huru-hara,jadi la huru-hara tu. Seronok bermain dengan permainan dunia and semakin banyak masa aku lalui, banyak yang aku belajar. Sape la aku tanpa mereka yang banyak mengajar aku tentang hidup ni. By the way, thanx mak, ayah, teacher and uncle for the lesson you always tought me.

NOTE: fikir-fikir dan renung-renungkan lah. This is the colour of life as we know that our everyday is full of colour..

Memory - Brain

It is common for us to have memory problem. This is the fact that we cannot hide from as human being is getting older and their brain will functioning slowly. I do have the same problem as I always forget for something that is important and sometime I have to list it down. I felt very miserable as I also cannot remember small staff that I carry everyday like my house keys, my phone, phone number of my friends and sometime their name. I feel very bad – sad.

When talking about memory, I will straight said that It’s comes from brain. – Yes It do.

But It Is not limited by the brain. Our environment, emotional, social and physiological also the cause that affecting our memory problem. It affect through what you eat everyday, what you did and how your mood and attitude everyday. – remember: you are what you did

By the way, here I got some tips to help us improve our memory.

• Improve your sleep habit. – it help the physicological side of memory

• Do some relaxation exercise every 45 minutes everyday. – get away from stress

• Practice memorize name, face and conversation.

• Organized your environment that can help you to memorized and located things.

• Set an alarm. – for appoinment or classes

• Do a lot of memory activities. – like puzzle

• Read a lot.

It is better if you learn how your memory works and what make you become forgattable. It help you to know your weakness and control it.

NOTE: live your life