Let's Move Forward.

Let’s move forward. That what people always do. As human being we are not a robot who can keep everything in heart and act like the world is never end. I know, some people love to hide their feeling from others but the fact is people nearest she or he know that deep down in her or his heart is sad. When we need to share it, we must share it unless it really something that is personal. To move forward we need a supporter, like family, friends and boyfriend or girlfriend. It depends with whom we want to rely on.

For me, in university time, I learn a lot of things and I really appreciate it. As we grown up, our mind also grow. It continuously process of learning where knowledge is everywhere. I’m not only learning how to be an expertise in human resource, but I learn everything that is important to life. I appreciate my friends more, I appreciate time, money and the most important thing is I appreciate myself. I thank to Allah especially who always open up our heart to learn.

Here in university, I also observe people behaviour and take it for my learning process. What are goods we kept, what is bad we throw away? The same case when we are looking for a real friend. Real friend who always come to us no matter what we are. Our parent not always there for us as we are far from them. My parent once told me “bile kat tempat orang, cari kawan yang baik, jaga diri dan belajar jangan leka”. I told them “mak, ayah janganlah risau. Percaya la kat orang sebab orang tak suka dipersoalkan”. I told them more that “kalau mak tak percaya kat orang, orang yang susah”. For me what I need is for them to trust me and thank to Allah they always trust me and accept me as the way I am. The only thing I want to do is to be independent and to be trusted by my family and friends.

I appreciate them for always trust me. It is true that when we trust people, people will trust to us. The same goes when we are doing our job or assignment. We should let our friend finish their job and don’t interfere their task if it not good. What we need to do is to tell them their mistake and let them learn it. We not always right and we not always know our mistake. So open up your heart and let others tell their opinion.

“Learning process is to be open and express all out so that we will have a happy future”. Peace!!

Perkara yang kita tak pernah sedar.!

Tanda-tanda sakit yang berhubung kait dengan kesihatan badan:

1. Mata (bertindak balas dengan kesihatan hati)

• Mata menjadi merah - Hati mengandungi paras toksin yang tinggi.(ia menunjukkan badan kita sedang berada dalam proses pembuangan toksin)
• Mata menjadi kabur - Menandakan proses penyimbangan hati sedang berlaku. (berlaku pada waktu pagi setelah bangun dari tidur)
• Keluar tahi mata - Fungsi hati lemah, pembuangan toksin sedang berlaku. Ini juga menunjukkan badan mengandungi asid berlebihan.
• Keluar air mata - Gangguan emosi yang bersangkut dengan hati atau bebanan kerja
• Ketegangan mata dan kelopak - Tekanan perasaan kerana tidak puas hati atau bebanan yang berat.

2. Hidung (Mempunyai hubungan rapat dengan paru-paru dan kerongkong)

• Selesema - Proses pembuangan toksin di bahagian kerongkong. Badan mengandungi asid berlebihan (biasanya suhu badan meningkat).
• Hidung tersumbat - Paru-paru mengandungi toksin yang berlebihan.
• Bersin

Proses membuang toksin di bahagian kerongkong.

Proses menyeimbangkan masalah alahan hidung.

3. Batuk

• Batuk keluar kahak - Proses membuang toksin di bahagian kerongkong.
• Batuk tanpa kahak - Paru-paru mengandungi toksin yang berlebihan.
• Batuk dan berasa gatal di kerongkong - Proses membuang toksin di bahagian kerongkong dan paru-paru, biasanya berlaku pada orang yang banyak merokok atau terdedah kepada udara yang tercemar

4. Kerongkong

• Kerongkong kering - Proses membuang toksin sedang berlaku di seluruh badan. Ini adalah tanda bahawa badan kita memerlukan banyak air untuk membuang toksin.
• Sakit kerongkong - Seperti di atas. Paras keracunan lebih serius.

5. Bibir (berkaitan dengan sistem penghadaman)

• Bibir pucat

Sistem penghadaman yang lemah.

Perut mengandungi angin.

Kurang darah yang disebabkan oleh sistem penghadaman yang kurang sempurna dan mengakibatkan kekurangan zat besi.

• Bibir kering dan pecah - Perut mengandungi banyak bahan toksin.

6. Mulut dan Lidah (berkaitan denagn fungsi jantung dan sistem pengedaran darah)

• Lidah atau gusi bengkak, sakit - Menunjukkan jantung mempunyai masalah, seperti lemak yang berlebihan, injap menjadi lemah, saluran koronari tersumbat dan lain-lain lagi.
• Lidah, tisu mulut atau gusi menjadi pecah-pecah (ulser) - Menandakan darah mengandungi asid berlebihan.
• Mulut berbau busuk - Proses penyeimbangan fungsi perut untuk pembuangan toksin.

7. Telinga (berkaitan dengan buah pinggang)

• Telinga terasa tersumbat - Buah pinggang mengandungi toksin berlebihan.
• Telinga berdengung - Sedang merawat buah pinggang yang lemah.Biasanya tapak kaki terasa sakit ketika bangun pagi dan sakit itu hilang setelah berjalan-jalan.

8. Kulit Berpeluh

• Peluh masin - Badan mengandungi lebihan asid urik.
• Peluh berbau - Badan menyingkirkan toksin melalui perpeluhan.

9. Ruam dan Bisul - Badan menyingkirkan toksin yang berlemak dan toksin yang tidak larut dalam air.

10. Kulit Gatal dengan Ruam - Proses menyingkirkan toksin melalui kulit akibat terlalu banyak memakan ubat yang mengandungi bahan kimia.

11. Kulit Pecah dan Berair - Proses pembuangan toksin yang larut dalam air.Sapukan serbuk Ganoderma pada kulit berkenaan.

12. Rambut Gugur - Menandakan fungsi buah pinggang yang lemah. Selepas proses gugur, rambut akan tumbuh semula dengan lebih sihat dan subur.

13. Sendi-sendi, Tangan dan Kaki

• Sakit sakit Sendi

Rasa panas - Menunjukkan terdapat luka di bahagian sendi berkenaan dan tanda- tanda penyakit pirai (gout).

Tidak rasa panas - Tanda-tanda sakit lenguh (rheumatism) .

Sakit di bahagian bahu - Menandakan saluran darah telah menjadi keras dan fungsi metabolisme tidak seimbang.

• Kebas Tangan - Pengaliran darah di bahagian atas badan tidak lancar.
• Kebas Tangan Kiri dan Lengan - Tanda-tanda lemah atau sakit jantung. Jika rasa kebas menjadi sakit di bahagian lengan dan kekal di sana, ini menandakan serangan sakit jantung mungkin berlaku.
• Kebas Kaki - Pengaliran darah di bahagian bawah badan tidak lancar.
• Sakit Tapak Kaki - Menandakan buah pinggang lemah. Biasanya disebabkan oleh kekurangan senaman dan duduk terlalu lama.
• Sakit Tumit Kaki - Menunjukkan kelemahan fungsi alat kelamin.
• Rasa Panas di Tapak Kaki - Penyeimbangan fungsi buah pinggang akibat lemah tenaga batin.
• Gatal di Celah-celah Kaki - Menunjukkan tanda awal penyakit kaki busuk (Hong Kong Foot).

14. Tanda-tanda Dalaman

• Kepala - Secara amnya, segala tindak balas yang berlaku di bahagian kepala mempunyai kaitan dengan sistem pengaliran darah, jantung dan saraf otak.
• Pening / Sakit di Bahagian Depan Kepala - Menandakan sakit tekanan jiwa (neurosis) akibat bebanan mental dan banyak berfikir.
• Pening / Sakit di Bahagian Belakang Kepala.

Bahagian atas - Menunjukkan penyakit tekanan darah tinggi.

Bahagian bawah (tengkuk) - Menunjukkan penyakit tekanan darah tinggi atau tekanan darah.

• Sakit Kepala dan Rasa Gas Keluar dari Telinga - Menandakan penyakit migrain.
• Bisul Terjadi di Kepala - Tanda pembuangan toksin sedang berlaku. Kadang-kadang dikaitkan dengan penyakit migrain.
• Rasa Pening yang Memusing - Tanda kurang darah atau pengaliran darah tidak lancar.

15. Mulut/Kerongkong/Lidah

• Loya / Muntah - Tanda penyakit lelah. Pembuangan bahan toksik dari bahagian perut.
• Muntah Darah

Darah merah - Pembuangan tisu yang sudah rosak di bahagian kerongkong dan

Darah hitam - Pembuangan tisu yang sudah rosak di bahagian perut; misalnya penyakit ulser.

16. Lidah Rasa Tegang dan Pendek - Tanda sakit jantung.

17. Keluar Air Liur yang Pekat - Proses pembuangan toksin dari kerongkong akibat jangkitan kuman

18. Kencing

• Kerap Kencing - Menunjukkan buah pinggang mengandungi kotoran yang
• Air Kencing yang Berkapur - Menunjukkan penyakit batu karang dalam buah pinggang.
• Air Kencing yang Berminyak - Menunjukkan buah pinggang mengandungi kotoran berlemak.
• Air Kencing Pekat yang Berwarna Coklat - Menandakan proses pembuangan toksin sedang berlaku.
• Air Kencing Berdarah - Penyakit batu karang atau buah pinggang luka.

19. Buang Air Besar

• Cirit Birit / Kerap Buang Air Besar - Membersihkan kotoran/keracunan dari usus besar.
• Sembelit - Membersihkan toksin dari usus kecil.
• Najis Berdarah

Darah merah - Masalah penyakit buasir atau barah di bahagian usus.

Darah hitam - Masalah penyakit ulser perut.

• Najis Berwarna Hitam - Menunjukkan proses pembuangan toksin di bahagian usus sedang berlaku.

20. Badan

• Rasa Sakit - Secara amnya, segala kesakitan badan adalah disebabkan saluran darah.
• Sakit menyucuk - Proses menyeimbangkan urat saraf.
• Sakit sengal - Menandakan luka di dalam badan.
• Sakit menyentap - Proses menyeimbangkan urat saraf yang berkaitan dengan organ-organ badan.
• Sakit menegang - Proses melancarkan pengaliran darah.
• Badan Terasa Berat / Malas / Lenguh - Badan mengandungi asid yang berlebihan. Proses penyeimbangan sedang berlaku.
• Badan Terasa Panas - Badan mengandungi asid yang berlebihan. Ini menandakan badan memerlukan banyak air untuk menjalankan proses pembuangan toksin.
• Badan Terasa Ringan - Menandakan badan segar dan proses awet muda sedang berlaku.

21. Rasa takut mengejut - Lemah fungsi buah pinggang. Tenaga batin lemah.

22. Cepat naik marah/darah - Fungsi hati lemah. Tekanan darah tinggi.

23. Rasa bimbang dan takut - Sistem paru-paru yang lemah.

24. Rasa seronok atau bimbang tanpa sebab

• Sistem jantung yang lemah.
• Sistem saraf otak yang lemah.
• Masalah pengaliran darah.

25. Suka berfikir dan berkhayal - Sistem penghadaman yang lemah.

positive is good and I really want to always have it~

Just read the story below, then you will understand why we have to choose to be positive.

Jerry a Restaurant Manager...

Jerry is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant.

The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood".

I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gun point by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. “The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "...the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man.'

Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything."

I knew I needed to take action." " What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'

Hospital Gila or Bunuh Diri??

Have you guys ever thought of killing yourself or hoping to became crazy? Well, the answer is up to you. We can decide to be whatever we want to be. But, killing yourself or choose to be a crazy person is not a suitable option. Its sounds like we are giving up of hope.

Actually aku terfikir nak tulis ni bcoz baru je beberapa jam yang lalu aku receive a phone message said that “aku nak berhenti balajar”. Ikutkan hati aku malas nak reply and just ignore her call. Tapi tu la niat hati tak pernah sama dengan otak aku ni. So terdetik dalam hati aku nak call dia lagipun last week dia bagitahu aku yang dia masuk wad selama 10 hari and semalam baru keluar.

On the phone:

I ask her: “salam awak, apa khabar?, dah keluar wad ke?”

Her answer: “sihat, baru semalam keluar wad. (suara dia agakla lemah)

Then I ask her “sakit ape? dah tau ke?”

She said; “tahla tak tau la sakit ape? Agaknya saya ni dah nak mati kot. Doctor kata tak de pape tapi saye rasa badan ni sakit2.”

It’s kinda annoyed actually bile die sendiri tak dapat nak pastikan sakit ape. Bile aku tanye which part die sakit, die kata kaki die kejang-kejang and urat-urat dia macam nak putus. Well as a person, aku memang totally malas nak layan dah. I think sakit kaki kejang is normal and if the doctor kata takde pape means its ok.

But, aku cakap kat die “if tak tahan sakit pergi la jumpa doctor pakar tok recognise sakit ape?”.And she said; “dah pergi, dah penat dah jumpa doctor last2 kata takde pape. Dah la mak abah saya kata saya kene buatan orang. Saya dah tak tahan dah, rasa nak bunuh diri je tak pon nak jadi gila lagi best.”

Well, when I heard that, I just can only smile and said this is stupid. Dulu die pernah message the same things. Katanya, nak bunuh diri. Die menangis kat phone like someone who is totally give up with life. Dia kata dia dah tak tahan orang asyik cakap dia pelik and gila.

Ok, aku kenal dia dari first year and dulu dia selalu datang rumah aku tok minta nasihat. She is a person yang terlalu low self-esteem and as a human being aku tolong dia tok naikkan semangat dia. But, on second year aku dah jadi buzy and takda masa nak jumpa dia hari-hari. Tapi surprisingly, aku perasan perubahan dia tok bercakap dengan orang dah ada. Dia sedikit-sedikit ubah diri dia and I’m proud of her actually. Tapi tu la, it’s only last for a short time.

Aku slowly became irritated with her and slowly jauhkan diri dari dia. For me, if aku dah tolong and dia tak nak tolong diri dia, buat ape aku terhegeh-hegeh tolong dia. Aku geram sebab she keeps on giving excuse and blaming others.

Tadi time phone call tu aku cakap kat dia, if awak pilih nak bunuh diri or jadi gila, itu adala pilihan awak and satu je, aku cakap kat die,”awak buat pilihan yang bodoh”.

Bagi aku instead of give up, lebih baik kita buktikan kat orang ape yang kita rasa. Aku cakap kat die “nak buat ape-ape jangan lupa Allah. Allah benci orang yang mengalah” and dia kata “poja cakap senang jela”. Aku cakap kat, “cakap memang senang, tapi kalo poja fikir masalah-masalah yang kita ada 10 tahun pon takkan selesai masalah tu. Better for us to act than cry and blaming your parents for our own mistake”.

She only said “tahla, saye dah malas nak pikir”. Last-last aku cakap kat dia, “poja dah cakap ape yang poja rasa awak patut buat. Pilihan kat tangan awak and sorry saya tak boleh nak cakap ape-ape lag”. Seriously aku geram dengan dia. Tak boleh ke die tenangkan diri and bersabar and berdoa pada Allah atas segalanya. She supposed to sabar and berusaha untuk keluar dari masalah bukan nye asyik kate “tak boleh, saya dah penat.”

Bagi aku tak kira macam mana masalah tu and tak kira la orang faham ke tak, life should goes on and we should live our life. Yes, different people different perception and thought but I still believe that we can change our thought if we think we can. But if we keep saying “I can’t” means you need to know why you can’t sebab Allah dah kata yang setiap ujian die bagi tu ada sebab nye dan kita harus berusaha dan sentiasa sabar.

Aku harap yang dia akan sedar and tak buat keputusan yang salah. Whatever it is, Salam Ramadan and renung-renungkan lah.

yei, Harry Potter lagi...

Aku sekarang buzy sangat-sangat. Buzy dengan website and cerita-cerita wizards. Well, clearly its all about Harry Potter. so, I'm gonna share some of the videos yang mostly touching. Nak Harry Potter 8 pulak boleh? Video-video kat bawah ni aku ambik dari website HP..

Video last day of recording Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows(part 2)

This video is mostly the flashback of Harry Potter's movies.

This is about Severus Snape. The bravest and loyal man.

The sad thing is,there is someone out there who loves you as much as Severus Snape loved Lily Evans;

but just like Lily, you will go for the James instead.